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So.. I haven't written in here in a while. Life has been crazy, but good.
I have the love of my life and he is so wonderful and makes me so happy and we have just come such a long way in such a small amount of time.
I get excited every time I think about what might happen in the future while I'm with him.
Working sucks, it gives me a headache and takes away my nights on the weekend.
School sucks, the people there suck, even theatre sucks.
I am in two plays right now, and i must admit.. between senior exit project.."applying for colleges" and 2 ap classes.
I pretty much just want to lay in bed and never get out.
School is the most overwhelming and ridiculous thing ever.
I hate Butler.
But anyways, my boyfriend is moving out soon.
I get to see him almost every day.
My bday is two months from.. technically yesterday..
Jerm will be 21 on the 18th of this month and I'm getting him the most bad ass present
and he is going to love it and that makes me so happy.
I don't really know what else to write.. all I've been doing is hanging out with my boy, working and going to school.
Not much excitement right now, but I'm feeling more content in a lot more aspects of my life than I used to.
Except for crazy Kelli Green who thinks we don't know who she really is.
Maybe Jerm will make your child support check out to Kelli.
Crazy woman.
On that topic.. I hope Jerm can see his baby boy soon. It's been too long and I am on his case about calling and visiting but I think he just gets real over whelmed.. and like me.. likes to ignore his problems to avoid the stress.
But it only gets worse.
Jakob is so precious though and I wish we could take him to Carowinds one day or something.
But doubt that will get to happen, everytime I think about Jerm and the way he misses his son my eyes start to water because it's just such a sad situation for everyone involved in that.
I kinda feel like crying right now really..
but for some reason I've been crying a lot lately anyways...