PUBLIC.
I'm going to say this once, and I'm not going to say it again. So listen close. I never claimed to be anybody's anything. What I say is not gospel unless I tell you for a fact that I know something. What I put in my journal is in my journal. If you're reading it, it's because I allow you to -- not because you want to. I'm so tired of people taking everything I say so seriously and then me getting shit for it later. This is like, the fourth time this has happened in a year. I'm not the one starting rumours. I make a post, and suddenly everyone takes it completely out of context. Honestly, I never said I knew for a fact that Kelly was leaving RENT --- because I'm sure if she was, she'd let me know herself. I said what I was told. Might. Because of an audition. Okay?
The last thing I fucking need is for things to turn into whatever the bullshit with the bitch face Wicked whore was. And I don't give a shit what you think of me for calling her that. I DON'T LIKE HER AND I DON'T HAVE TO. She hurt me. Okay? And I'm bitter. I don't need you to tell me how fucking sweet she is to you or anything else. I respect her as a performer -- because that's what she was to me first. A performer. I think she's talented. HOWEVER -- I don't like her as a person. And this isn't in regards to anything recently, so don't assume, I'm just saying it for the record. The last thing I need in my life is more drama. Please, save it for the fucking stage.
I would just like to say for the record that WHATEVER you hear, whether it came from my journal or you heard it came from me -- ask me directly. Don't assume that I'm preaching. Don't assume what I say is completely true. Because unless I say flat out "THIS. IS. HAPPENING." chances are it's a rumour I heard or I'm curious about it.
The last thing I want to happen is to be written off. So FUCK YOU if you're so jealous that you want to go as far as to try and take it away from me. I'll be me, you be you, and unless you talk to me personally -- don't fucking start shit.
The last thing I fucking need is for things to turn into whatever the bullshit with the bitch face Wicked whore was. And I don't give a shit what you think of me for calling her that. I DON'T LIKE HER AND I DON'T HAVE TO. She hurt me. Okay? And I'm bitter. I don't need you to tell me how fucking sweet she is to you or anything else. I respect her as a performer -- because that's what she was to me first. A performer. I think she's talented. HOWEVER -- I don't like her as a person. And this isn't in regards to anything recently, so don't assume, I'm just saying it for the record. The last thing I need in my life is more drama. Please, save it for the fucking stage.
I would just like to say for the record that WHATEVER you hear, whether it came from my journal or you heard it came from me -- ask me directly. Don't assume that I'm preaching. Don't assume what I say is completely true. Because unless I say flat out "THIS. IS. HAPPENING." chances are it's a rumour I heard or I'm curious about it.
The last thing I want to happen is to be written off. So FUCK YOU if you're so jealous that you want to go as far as to try and take it away from me. I'll be me, you be you, and unless you talk to me personally -- don't fucking start shit.