"Nobody's laughing now..."
Alright...my moment of drama is over. I still feel like some people (and places) are shitty and toxic for me but I love writing in my LJ even if no one reads it. I really appreciate Dooie, Feesh, Matt and Stu encouraging me. I love you guys...I was so excited to see Dooie is still "around". I've missed you.
I'm dealing with some shit right now but not all of it is online-related. Weight loss, financial issues, Ebay addiction (hee hee...seriously, I have a disease), kids, blah blah blah. It depresses me and makes me want to curl up in a corner. I'm usually a fairly sunny person but there's a lot on my plate this month and it's beating the shit out of me, evidently. My husband is about to start a new job in 2 weeks that will have him out on the road for 4-5 days at a time. It'll be so good for us though and not just financially. His current job is the very definition of "toxic environment" and he's always grouchy and in a lousy mood. Not to mention that he'll be able to quit his second job too. So truly, he won't be gone any longer with this new job than he is right now...and it's much better pay to boot. Still, I'll miss him and I know the kids will. But I think he and I could use a bit of "absence makes the heart grow fonder" right now. We've been reacting to the other person's shit for about a month now. He'll do something, I won't like it and I'll get bitchy. So he reacts to my bitchiness with his own special brand of bitchery and I won't like it so I get even more bitchy...and on and on and on. I really can't wait to leave June behind.
Thanks for being nice guys and Stu: I'll email you an address where those tickets can be sent. *wink*
I'm dealing with some shit right now but not all of it is online-related. Weight loss, financial issues, Ebay addiction (hee hee...seriously, I have a disease), kids, blah blah blah. It depresses me and makes me want to curl up in a corner. I'm usually a fairly sunny person but there's a lot on my plate this month and it's beating the shit out of me, evidently. My husband is about to start a new job in 2 weeks that will have him out on the road for 4-5 days at a time. It'll be so good for us though and not just financially. His current job is the very definition of "toxic environment" and he's always grouchy and in a lousy mood. Not to mention that he'll be able to quit his second job too. So truly, he won't be gone any longer with this new job than he is right now...and it's much better pay to boot. Still, I'll miss him and I know the kids will. But I think he and I could use a bit of "absence makes the heart grow fonder" right now. We've been reacting to the other person's shit for about a month now. He'll do something, I won't like it and I'll get bitchy. So he reacts to my bitchiness with his own special brand of bitchery and I won't like it so I get even more bitchy...and on and on and on. I really can't wait to leave June behind.
Thanks for being nice guys and Stu: I'll email you an address where those tickets can be sent. *wink*