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[sidekickeli]

so all i did was trade one bad habit for another. both are harmful to my health. its stupid.

i realllllllly need someone to call when i cry.

i also need a healthy way to deal with being sad or mad

because eventually these cuts wont fade
or ill press to hard
and then where will i be?

p.s. sometimes i wish that the people i really want to care about me would actually...care