poop
okay so um, here's the dealio
i knew that i wasn't feeling "right"...that even though there wasn't anything wrong, i was feeling down in a general way, and it wasn't going away.
so i went to the doctor and he put me back on antidepressants. this time it isn't paxil, it's a different one (yay?)
this has created a small awkwardness between jose and i (he's the type of person who believes depression can be controlled by the person) and even forgetting about him, i'm bummed about it too, i mean, it's the reality right? it's not matter of if i'll get depressed, it's a matter of when, same as my mother...it's a biological thing and i'll probably have to deal with this my whole life. yay. and my children will have a 50/50 chance of having it too.
poop.
i knew that i wasn't feeling "right"...that even though there wasn't anything wrong, i was feeling down in a general way, and it wasn't going away.
so i went to the doctor and he put me back on antidepressants. this time it isn't paxil, it's a different one (yay?)
this has created a small awkwardness between jose and i (he's the type of person who believes depression can be controlled by the person) and even forgetting about him, i'm bummed about it too, i mean, it's the reality right? it's not matter of if i'll get depressed, it's a matter of when, same as my mother...it's a biological thing and i'll probably have to deal with this my whole life. yay. and my children will have a 50/50 chance of having it too.
poop.