old school (not really, lol)
Like a movie scene
In the sweetest dreams
I have pictured us together
Now to feel your lips
On my fingertips
I have to say is even better
Then I ever thought it could possibly be
It's perfect, it's passion, it's setting me free
From all of my sadness
The tears that I've cried
I have spent all of my life
[CHORUS:]
Waiting for tonight, oh
When you would be here in my arms
Waiting for tonight, oh
I've dreamed of this love for so long
Waiting for tonight
Tender words you say
Take my breath away
Love me now, leave me never
Found a sacred place
Lost in your embrace
I want to stay in this forever
I think of the days when the sun used to set
On my empty heart, all alone in my bed
Tossing and turning
Emotions were strong
I knew I had to hold on
[CHORUS [2x]]
Gone are the days when the sun used to set
On my empty heart all alone in my bed
Tossing and turning
Emotions were strong
I knew I had to hold on
[CHORUS]
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i'm SLIGHTLY bored. lol. i shouldn't be, i've got a crap load of stuff to be doing (well maybe not a crapload, but i should be doing research for my english project due next week and i've got to finish ALL QUIET..., and do some reading for history. yay. the history reading i can do in like 30 minutes though, no problem.
good day i guess, lol. nothing too exciting and (thnak ya jeezus! lol) nothing dramatic and horrible either. yay!
i feel weird though...like maybe i'm depressed...except i have nothing to be depressed, but i know it's a "chemical imbalance in the brain" and the whole spiel about serotonin levels and all that crap, but i just...i am trying to control it, but i know it's getting to me and i'm wondering if i should get back on Paxil? that's the one source on lil drama i had this week. i told jose and he got pissed, like it's something i'm doing on purpose and as if it's something i can REALLY control. i actually came close to yelling at him, b/c honestly, shouldn't he be one of the few people that would understand that sometimes i just get depressed, that that's just me and it's not within my control? and he was telling me it was something i could control if i tried and i was almost yelling "NO!". it ended with asking me what he was "supposed" to say and i told him "i don't want you to say ANYTHING!" and walking off. lol. niiice.
s'ok though, b/c he apologized after school, saying he just sorta forgets it's an actual condition....i dunno, w/e.
today was cool though.
lol.