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it's been a little more than three years since the last time i wrote here. sad to say that nothing much has changed. or rather, nothing that i used to want to change about myself and my situation has changed. pathetic. confined in ol' sydney town again. jobless. aimless. hiding under the covers.
guess i am self indulgent by nature. because since i've abandoned this online whingeing facility, all my memories have blurred into a confusing mess. maybe writing again will help me make sense of everything. and hopefully prevent afternoons sitting in my pajamas, at a piano, in a giant house in the suburbs that doesn't belong to me, bawling my eyes out while trying to play the remnants of 'fur elise' that are left in this scatter brain.
guess i am self indulgent by nature. because since i've abandoned this online whingeing facility, all my memories have blurred into a confusing mess. maybe writing again will help me make sense of everything. and hopefully prevent afternoons sitting in my pajamas, at a piano, in a giant house in the suburbs that doesn't belong to me, bawling my eyes out while trying to play the remnants of 'fur elise' that are left in this scatter brain.