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melbourne isn't so great this time around. after uni i'm getting the fuck outta here.
so right now i am not happy, thats for sure. i am finally doing 'art' at school. i hate it already. i can't wait until we start painting next semester. i might go and get some st johns wort or some other herbal remedy and try to start feeling again...
youssef is pissing me off again. him and his yuppie house with a jacuzzi. fuck travelling 30 minutes on a tram just to see him. he never comes over to mine that selfish cunt. he doesn't need me. he's got his drugs and his indian fanaticism and his sluts. fuck him.
i spoke to joel last night. it is good speaking to him again. although he didn't really seem like he was listening. or maybe i had to much information for him.
i am really obsessed with the question mark. it bugs me that darcy has that tattooed on him already because i want one too. i am resorting to making a shirt instead :(
disillusioned with punk at the moment. they are all mail-order wankers.
snake is going to japan after his hong kong work visa runs out in august. i want to tell him to come see me. i really do want to be with him. but its fucking hopeless. i hate feelings. its not often that i connect with someone on that sort of level (or THINK that i do). alone for the rest of my life, that's me.
so right now i am not happy, thats for sure. i am finally doing 'art' at school. i hate it already. i can't wait until we start painting next semester. i might go and get some st johns wort or some other herbal remedy and try to start feeling again...
youssef is pissing me off again. him and his yuppie house with a jacuzzi. fuck travelling 30 minutes on a tram just to see him. he never comes over to mine that selfish cunt. he doesn't need me. he's got his drugs and his indian fanaticism and his sluts. fuck him.
i spoke to joel last night. it is good speaking to him again. although he didn't really seem like he was listening. or maybe i had to much information for him.
i am really obsessed with the question mark. it bugs me that darcy has that tattooed on him already because i want one too. i am resorting to making a shirt instead :(
disillusioned with punk at the moment. they are all mail-order wankers.
snake is going to japan after his hong kong work visa runs out in august. i want to tell him to come see me. i really do want to be with him. but its fucking hopeless. i hate feelings. its not often that i connect with someone on that sort of level (or THINK that i do). alone for the rest of my life, that's me.