First Off...

Aug 29, 2004 11:00

well, as i always say when i start one of these thingies, im not sure how long i will be able to keep up with it. for those of you who are just so infatuated by the details of my life, if you see i havent updated in over two weeks...feel free to remind me to update this outlet of information.

now that that is out of the way, on with filling you people in on whats been going on recently....

at the beginning of summer, on the 15th of june, i met probably one of the best girls ive ever met. her name is bryttany and she will be a freshman this year (you got a problem with the age you can just fuck off....plus, there is only one month difference from the difference in our ages and the difference is nicc and amber's). when we met i didnt have much hope cause it was yet another hookup (thank you amber), and those normally turn out horribly with me getting overinvested and fucked over. but yes, this one was different...we were both kinda shy at the start but once we got use to eachother we had no problem opening up (has to say something about somebody when they dont think your a freak after telling them your afraid of beavers). after that it was nice, we all watched movies (me, brytt, nicc, and amber) and me and brytt ended up making a connection. after knowing her for just one week i decided to ask her out and pulled out my imaginative romantic side, one that had been bottled up for quite some time. i went out and got flowers and wrote one of the corniest notes/poems ive ever written and hid them in amber's woods. later, when brytt was over there, i told her "amber wanted me to show you something cool out here" and i brought her out to the spot. she picked up the flowers, read the note/poem (which asked her out) and she turned back to me and said "oh, i suppose..." at which point i turned and walked away mumbling "i suppose, what kinda crap is that." she ran after me, kissed me and said yes. over the next week or so, things were great...me and nicc talked and wondered why things were going so great and asked God if we could have just one small problem so that we knew it was real. nicc....i dunno if he got his problem but i sure as hell got more then a small one, and more than just one to be exact. shortly after, i told bryttany i wanted to meet her mom and step-dad...parents normally love me (sorry if i sound vain and self-centered) and i hadnt yet met parents that had a problem with me. most of my lady friends, in fact, have been able to stay the night at my house for days at a time. but yes, i got over to her place and her mom was welcoming but just realizing my age when i drove up by myself in my truck. she did the normal question and answer thing while brytt sat nervously on the corner of the couch. then it got to the questions about school...."so what grade are you gonna be in next year" to which i answered "im gonna be a senior." her mom, tina, looked as though i just grew wings and started to fly around the room....obviously brytt left this small detail out. after she swallowed heavily, she continued to ask me questions which i answered quite well and honestly (though i think she either thought brytt coached me or i was making stuff up). it was doing ok and i went in to play video games with her brother. her mom then hauled me out of the room for yet more questions but really only one was asked..."so how old are you???" i told her i was 17 at which point i think my wings were still there but i also gained a tail, horns, and a nice, evil looking gotee. a little while after this, brytt's step-dad (art) got home with dinner (my portion i offered to pay for) and said nothing to me. i was more then ready to get up and shake his hand and introduce myself but he didnt give me the option. so yeah, me and brytt ate while watching movies and then art came in and told me, no, told brytt that her guest had to leave at 8:30 (it was like 8:20) and walked off. i left feeling hated which was new to me, at least on the parental side, which really got to me. i was soo worked up that i didnt end up back at my house until 1 or 2 in the morning. things havent improved with her parents, though God knows ive tried, and she ended up getting sent off to a Bible camp in idaho for her attitude (prolly for the lip she gave them when they were on her case about me). she got back, now seeming distant which puzzled me, and i thought that her parents not having to deal with anything having to do with me for a month would have helped things out. but just to make sure, i set up a dinner date which got moved around a lot, and everybody who knows my mom knows that she has to plan for an event like 2 weeks in advance so that didnt go over well with her. well, i had work the day that the dinner was set up for so i RUSHED home from work (keep in mind that its like 100 degrees outside) and started running around preparing everything to eat as soon as i arrived. i set the kids up (her lil brother and sister) with the playstation, cooked the food, set the table, basically everything....all trying to prove to tina that im a good and responsible kid. well, i dunno if what i did impacted her but her and my moms conversation resulted in dislike between the parents. no, art was not there but i heard that was to be expected. from then on, tina and my mom (as far as i know) werent too fond of eachother and i was now not only not able to see brytt often because of my age and their apparent distrust in my interest in their daughter, i was kept from seeing her because of my mom. the coming sunday was john's birthday party so, of course, brytt was invited. my mom then, magically, figured something wasnt right and decided to call tina after i left for the party (both me and her best friend debbie DEMANDED that she not call cause it would only make things worse) which resulted in LOTS of arguing and yelling. now my mom had previously yelled at brytt about something dealing with her mom, none of which was appropriate and was completely uncalled for, and brytt ended up telling her mom what was said so things were already on thin ice. so my mom's calling and arguing with tina really fucked things up. see, how i see it, things werent perfect between me and brytt's parents but they were fixable with time. now, things are probably not fixable for her parents are afraid that i am too much like my mother.
so this is where i am now, im in love with somebody who everybody else believes is only dating me for the simple pleasure of dating a senior and to piss off her parents. i, however, do not believe such things and truely feel that she feels the same way about me...though i do get confused from time to time when she tends to blow me off (like at johns party when i broke down in my truck and she stayed with me for a while but then just seemed to get up and walk off with mitchell after sara and amber came over). but yes, as of now you are all caught up on the major drama currently unfolding in my life. i hope you all are entertained and i am open for advice and opinions about my situation. aside from filling you in on the hassels of work and other miscellanous events, stuff with bryttany will most likely fill the epages of my journal. you all may get bored or annoyed with it but thats when you just have to sit back and remember its MY JOURNAL.

ryan
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