Night Life
last night was pretty fun. ive been trying to get over a cold for the past week or so and ended up taking tooo much cough surup which resulted in me figuring out that if you want to feel drunk, take lots of that stuff (just dont o.d. and die cause i might then get blamed). but yes, so i slept that off and then amber gave me a call and asked if i wanted to go down to see her dad's band play at a club called the meow meow (no, not a strip club). i said yes cause i was kinda bored and hadnt hung out with her for a few days...that and she said brytt MIGHT be there if her dad dropped her off. i drove over to ambers and we kinda started talking about her recent comment she left on brytts journal. she told me that she kinda doubts that me and brytt can feel the way we say we do about eachother. i told her that i know how i feel but then asked why she thinks brytt doesnt feel that way. she told me about how when me and brytt first met and started dating that whenever they were gonna do anything thing it was always "can ryan come with, can ryan come with" and also that i was all that brytt talked about....ever. im thinkin normal stuff cause we had just started dating but then i started to think about how nicc and amber have been dating for a month longer then us but they are/were still like that. amber went on to tell me that now it has turned into conversations like this...
amber - think ryan could come with
brytt - does he have to??
and
brytt - ....(something about me) but yeah, i was at the mall and i saw the hottest guy
amber - ....(something about me)
brytt - but this guy was soo hott
kinda makes me wonder if this is the same old shit of me getting overinvested to quickly. i mean, yes, she is 14/15 and does have that mentality but you think she could tell me how she really feels. especially now you would think she would wanna see me or talk to me with her being banned from seeing me by her parents but no, she doesnt seem all to into wanting to talk to me. now i really wanna sit her down and talk to her about this but when shes uncomfortable or doesnt wanna talk about something shell try her hardest to get out of it by saying things like "i dunno ok," "fine fine, just let it go," or my personal favorite "so how about the weather?" im hoping ill get the chance soon to sit her down and talk to her about it but if shes so not into seeing me, who knows when that will be. what the fuck, my girlfriend isnt in a rush to see somebody she says she really cares about after having being gone for a month and then being banned from seeing me.
well, i gotta go now so ill finish about my night later
*2 hours later*
alright, ive had my time to get unworked-up and realized i was looking for the worst of things. but isnt that a good thing? if your try to see the absolute worst of a situation, whatever else happens doesnt seem that bad. oh well...but yeah, so where was i. yes, me and amber talked about all that fun stuff and then we left after "her mom" hit on one of the other bandmates....funny stuff. we got down to the club which was pretty much just an old warehouse lookin thing turned into a club. they had a pool table and we ended up hearing about 4 or 5 pretty good bands (shocking to hear from me seeing that i dont normally like the heavy metal music). but yeah, i kinda got into it...wee bit of head banging and all that shit. it was pretty fun...at the end of the night i ended up beating this guy who was stompin everybody at pool, big ego boost right there. well, im off cause im tired.
ryan
amber - think ryan could come with
brytt - does he have to??
and
brytt - ....(something about me) but yeah, i was at the mall and i saw the hottest guy
amber - ....(something about me)
brytt - but this guy was soo hott
kinda makes me wonder if this is the same old shit of me getting overinvested to quickly. i mean, yes, she is 14/15 and does have that mentality but you think she could tell me how she really feels. especially now you would think she would wanna see me or talk to me with her being banned from seeing me by her parents but no, she doesnt seem all to into wanting to talk to me. now i really wanna sit her down and talk to her about this but when shes uncomfortable or doesnt wanna talk about something shell try her hardest to get out of it by saying things like "i dunno ok," "fine fine, just let it go," or my personal favorite "so how about the weather?" im hoping ill get the chance soon to sit her down and talk to her about it but if shes so not into seeing me, who knows when that will be. what the fuck, my girlfriend isnt in a rush to see somebody she says she really cares about after having being gone for a month and then being banned from seeing me.
well, i gotta go now so ill finish about my night later
*2 hours later*
alright, ive had my time to get unworked-up and realized i was looking for the worst of things. but isnt that a good thing? if your try to see the absolute worst of a situation, whatever else happens doesnt seem that bad. oh well...but yeah, so where was i. yes, me and amber talked about all that fun stuff and then we left after "her mom" hit on one of the other bandmates....funny stuff. we got down to the club which was pretty much just an old warehouse lookin thing turned into a club. they had a pool table and we ended up hearing about 4 or 5 pretty good bands (shocking to hear from me seeing that i dont normally like the heavy metal music). but yeah, i kinda got into it...wee bit of head banging and all that shit. it was pretty fun...at the end of the night i ended up beating this guy who was stompin everybody at pool, big ego boost right there. well, im off cause im tired.
ryan