fucked up visions in my head
good morning all! i just woke up to my parents fighting about moving or not. my dad didn't get his permanent disability and wants to move. my mom doesn't. i don't want them to move, i love this house and its loud air conditioning! but if they have to, they have to. my mom just cut her hair and it looks so cute! she looks like a pixie, i think i'm going to call her tink.
i had the strangest dreams last night. the first one was of me in school. i was walking with matt between classes, but for some reason, he was walking with me between all my classes, not just one or two. we both happened to have classes that were right next to each other, but no actual classes together. as we were walking to one class, the bartenders i work with would pass by and do that point click and smile thingy to me. matt got really mad. he said "why the fuck are they in high school? don't you have to be 21 to be a bartender??" it was funny. so we kept walking and eventually every single person i work with passed us. we got to matt's classroom and on the door it said "college" and he went in. it wasn't my classroom so i just kept walking. then i woke up. odd, right?
the second one, i was in a pool and with a bunch of people. i didn't know them, but i knew they were friends. we were building something, i don't know what. one of the girls that was with me was talking about a lot of snakes in this area and she was worried that one would bite her. well, for some reason i knew a lot about snakes and was explaining to her what to do when she saw one. i told her that if a boa constrictor came up to her, to just stay still and not move. well right as i said that, a boa constrictor came up out of the water and came at me. not taking my own advice, i freaked out and tried to dive down into the water. then it followed me and wrapped itself around my arm. so as soon as i noticed it was around me, i froze and floated up to the surface. my arm went numb and then started to throb. i eventually couldn't tell if it was there, so i would flex my arm to check, and it would just get tighter. that lasted for what seemed to be about 10 minutes. then it unraveled and proceeded to go to its next victim. as it was on me, i would imagine what it would feel like if it bit me. and thats all i could think of, not my arm, but if it would bite me. then i woke up. strange!
last night i was supposed to go out to eat with jerry and tim. that was a bust. just as i was getting into the car to meet them up there, jerry called me telling me that others were tagging along as usual. i asked who, and he told me that tim's roommate was coming along. let me tell you, i don't like this girl. she is a judgmental bitch that i just don't need in my life. i told jerry that i wasn't going because of her, and he seemed surprised for some reason. i remember my new years resolution- cut the bullshit. i don't need to be fake nice to some girl that i don't care about. it would just ruin my night of going out with two people that i really like. so it was better that i didn't go. oh well, we will eventually get together!
i am typing in my little journal when my dad comes up to me as asks me "what is it that you are always saying? your smoking crack?" i said "yeah" and he gets all excited and says "speaking of crack, follow me." isn't that weird? i'm thinking he found like, crack in my room, but since i don't do crack it seemed even stranger. we went into his room and he showed me this box and opened it up. in there was a joint that looked about 20 years old, a contraption that cleaned out weed (my dad calls it a mary-gin), a roach clip, a pipe, and a joint roller. i asked him if i could give some of this stuff to matt as part of his graduation present, but he said no. he might use it later. oh well. still, i thought it was funny.
i was talking about my birthday and graduation presents, and my dad thought that for my grad gift, he would pay for a condo for a week and my friends could come and stay with me. that would be so great! i can't wait for that. it would be maybe the first couple weeks of summer. thats just another thing for me to look forward to! well i need to start my chores soon so i can go to work on time. have a good day everyone!
-red rabbit
i had the strangest dreams last night. the first one was of me in school. i was walking with matt between classes, but for some reason, he was walking with me between all my classes, not just one or two. we both happened to have classes that were right next to each other, but no actual classes together. as we were walking to one class, the bartenders i work with would pass by and do that point click and smile thingy to me. matt got really mad. he said "why the fuck are they in high school? don't you have to be 21 to be a bartender??" it was funny. so we kept walking and eventually every single person i work with passed us. we got to matt's classroom and on the door it said "college" and he went in. it wasn't my classroom so i just kept walking. then i woke up. odd, right?
the second one, i was in a pool and with a bunch of people. i didn't know them, but i knew they were friends. we were building something, i don't know what. one of the girls that was with me was talking about a lot of snakes in this area and she was worried that one would bite her. well, for some reason i knew a lot about snakes and was explaining to her what to do when she saw one. i told her that if a boa constrictor came up to her, to just stay still and not move. well right as i said that, a boa constrictor came up out of the water and came at me. not taking my own advice, i freaked out and tried to dive down into the water. then it followed me and wrapped itself around my arm. so as soon as i noticed it was around me, i froze and floated up to the surface. my arm went numb and then started to throb. i eventually couldn't tell if it was there, so i would flex my arm to check, and it would just get tighter. that lasted for what seemed to be about 10 minutes. then it unraveled and proceeded to go to its next victim. as it was on me, i would imagine what it would feel like if it bit me. and thats all i could think of, not my arm, but if it would bite me. then i woke up. strange!
last night i was supposed to go out to eat with jerry and tim. that was a bust. just as i was getting into the car to meet them up there, jerry called me telling me that others were tagging along as usual. i asked who, and he told me that tim's roommate was coming along. let me tell you, i don't like this girl. she is a judgmental bitch that i just don't need in my life. i told jerry that i wasn't going because of her, and he seemed surprised for some reason. i remember my new years resolution- cut the bullshit. i don't need to be fake nice to some girl that i don't care about. it would just ruin my night of going out with two people that i really like. so it was better that i didn't go. oh well, we will eventually get together!
i am typing in my little journal when my dad comes up to me as asks me "what is it that you are always saying? your smoking crack?" i said "yeah" and he gets all excited and says "speaking of crack, follow me." isn't that weird? i'm thinking he found like, crack in my room, but since i don't do crack it seemed even stranger. we went into his room and he showed me this box and opened it up. in there was a joint that looked about 20 years old, a contraption that cleaned out weed (my dad calls it a mary-gin), a roach clip, a pipe, and a joint roller. i asked him if i could give some of this stuff to matt as part of his graduation present, but he said no. he might use it later. oh well. still, i thought it was funny.
i was talking about my birthday and graduation presents, and my dad thought that for my grad gift, he would pay for a condo for a week and my friends could come and stay with me. that would be so great! i can't wait for that. it would be maybe the first couple weeks of summer. thats just another thing for me to look forward to! well i need to start my chores soon so i can go to work on time. have a good day everyone!
-red rabbit