joe the tree hugger!

[sichanceux]

so, i know. i haven't updated much... sorry lis! i think im turning into matt! anyway, i was just at a friend's house and i have come to 2 conclusions. one: some people are just phases in your life. a person you need to know to make yourself better, or more tolerant in the case being. i mean, i have known someone for about a year, and seen them go through friends like chapters in a book. and it is only these friends that bring me back to this person. what is it that i don't see? i mean, i think i just don't know what to look for in people. which brings me to my second point: how is it that i can be friends with people who are enemies? i have so many friends that HATE someone, but i can love the person they hate. i think i see all the bad and good things, and i can't help but not hate them. do i just have impaired judgment? i like to think of myself as a good judge of character, but u never know with some people. those crazy bastards, that you don't understand until it is too late to go back to the way things were when you were in the dark.

does anyone understand why my parents will buy my friends beer and smoke weed with them, but i still have a 12:30 curfew? i mean, that makes no sense! but i think i will do the same thing when i am a mom. but i will let my kids drink as long as they don't drive and everything. i have always wanted to be the "cool mom" but im afraid ill end up like those corny tv shows asking stupid questions and just embarrassing my kids. ok, enough, im tired... goin nighty-night now!
-red rabbit