one of these days, it's gonna catch up to you... throwin looks like those around
so before I went to work today, I had planned on updating my journal. I sat down, and started typing. I was talking about how its ok that the whole thing with charles is over. I had my rant, and now I have accepted it. I saved it because I wasn't finished and I had go to work. well damn, so glad I stayed late tonight. found out some shit on Mr. You Betrayed Me. its nice to know the real reason people do things. they blow up at secrets because they have their own. made my day hearing this and I can't wait to tell him exactly what I think of him. and the fact that everyone knows now, makes it even better. true colors are the only ones for me. I was put in an instant good mood when I heard this. all the guilt was just wiped away. I'm still excited about telling him off and its 4:45 in the morning. but then there is the other silent way of letting him know what an asshole he is. just calmly telling him I know what kind of person he is and letting it sink into him. he seems like a guy that would be more upset with just the fact that I know. I guess I will decide when I talk to him in a few days.
I saw scarface yesterday at chris's house. all I have to say is that I am gonna buy it tomorrow. loved it. those crazy coke addicts. had a lot of fun with chris and as always, I am going to make him watch boondock. as well as very bad things.. only reason is for the hooker, he'll love it. found out that we have so much more in common than I thought, we even have the same baby blanket, isn't that cute? looking forward to hanging out with him more. but I don't know if I will be able to handle some of the house guests he has... a few people I have no wish to ever lay eyes on again. not many, but they are there. oh well, take it as it comes.
got a guitar the other day, I have already mastered "Jingle Bells." I'm on my way straight to the top! I saw Matrix3 and was very disappointed. I would have been much happier with just the first one. we don't need to have our expectations squashed by a dry love scene and knowing what really happens. wondering is so much more effective. let the public think what they want it to be and everyone will be happy. they went too in depth and on the wrong subjects. anyway, need to get going.. if I'm gonna get to sleep anytime soon, I need to calm down and stop thinking about what to say to charles. maybe I'll put on some SIL to calm me down. later
I saw scarface yesterday at chris's house. all I have to say is that I am gonna buy it tomorrow. loved it. those crazy coke addicts. had a lot of fun with chris and as always, I am going to make him watch boondock. as well as very bad things.. only reason is for the hooker, he'll love it. found out that we have so much more in common than I thought, we even have the same baby blanket, isn't that cute? looking forward to hanging out with him more. but I don't know if I will be able to handle some of the house guests he has... a few people I have no wish to ever lay eyes on again. not many, but they are there. oh well, take it as it comes.
got a guitar the other day, I have already mastered "Jingle Bells." I'm on my way straight to the top! I saw Matrix3 and was very disappointed. I would have been much happier with just the first one. we don't need to have our expectations squashed by a dry love scene and knowing what really happens. wondering is so much more effective. let the public think what they want it to be and everyone will be happy. they went too in depth and on the wrong subjects. anyway, need to get going.. if I'm gonna get to sleep anytime soon, I need to calm down and stop thinking about what to say to charles. maybe I'll put on some SIL to calm me down. later