I should have killed him too
I was watching a movie last night, and who decides to call me? justin, the air force big man. surprised he called, but hes back in town for a few days, apparently, he has been guarding air force one fuel or something? I don't know. but the point is, I'm going to italy! well, in like, a year, but I'm going. whoo-hoo! He is stationed in venice, and when I have enough money saved up, I'm going to go and visit him. he agreed to pay half, and it's really cheap now a days, so yay! but I need to be careful, he has already purposed to me once. hes only 20 and wants to settle down, don't know how I will handle that, but if I can go to italy? I'll be ok with it for 2 weeks. Maybe I can visit waldo in the process, that would be great.. I miss him!
this morning I went looking thru my old pictures from the trip because lisa wanted to see the ones I took of her and brad, and what do I find? old prom pics of me and jason. its really sad that when those were taken, I was head over heals with him. and you can tell in the pictures. I don't miss him, exactly, I miss how he could make me feel (before all the shit went down), like I was the only one in the room, and I was all he needed. sad that I believed him.
I saw cabin fever last night and despite a few unanswered questions, I really liked it. It was funny to me, which I don't think is a good thing. nonetheless, I will definitely buy it when it comes out on video... I'll make lisa watch it for torture, muah ha ha ha! ok, done for now, but gotta go get ready for work. have fun kiddies.
this morning I went looking thru my old pictures from the trip because lisa wanted to see the ones I took of her and brad, and what do I find? old prom pics of me and jason. its really sad that when those were taken, I was head over heals with him. and you can tell in the pictures. I don't miss him, exactly, I miss how he could make me feel (before all the shit went down), like I was the only one in the room, and I was all he needed. sad that I believed him.
I saw cabin fever last night and despite a few unanswered questions, I really liked it. It was funny to me, which I don't think is a good thing. nonetheless, I will definitely buy it when it comes out on video... I'll make lisa watch it for torture, muah ha ha ha! ok, done for now, but gotta go get ready for work. have fun kiddies.