apparently, i am distraught

[sibn]

have been losing sleep like i was losing money, looking at losing both in equal measure now, goddamnit.

i crossed a friend at a store today, and he said i seemed kind of out of it -- i said i was stressed out and exhausted. he said he thought i sounded distraught.

hm.

too much still up in the air, i am getting extremely nervous, and being sleep-deprived is not a good thing on top of that.