rewvisement
Ok, I looked over my opitons, and slept on it, like I should have. I relised I have upset my parents, and they still are hostile toward me, and would pretty much hate me being there. I am going to stay in Vancouver. What I decided to do, is revise and relise that education is greater than Ice Dance- something I love very much. I have to suck it up, and just deal with it. I am going to finish this semster, as hard as it may be. And next semester, start training again. I need to find a job, and school first. Ice dance, as we all know, is expensive, and my parents are going to cutt me off sooner or later. I've applied to some places, and I guess that means sufficing my weekends.. *sigh* Oh well. I'll deal, Just as long as I can show my parents I can make it on my own. I've decided to file for Canadian Citizenship, it seems right to do, and I need to do that if I am going to skate for canada one day. Sasha is a born canadian, so that is pretty much a given, but I need my papers and crap. If me and sasha continue skating, if he still agrees, this means being out for a season, sort of, than I guess that will happen. Right now I am just going to do school, finish my 3 classes I have, I will continue my ballet, my medicine classs is over, and that's it. So, Anatomy, Biology, chemistry, ballet. That is all. Ballet on Mondays. And I need to get a job. I guess that's all I needed, if it's all worked out, why is there a empty feeling in my heart? I've skated always! I guess I will just do it for fun, I will still miss training, and driving to practice every morning and getting a cofee. But I am going to do it alternate. If I get anywhere near big, I will ask for classes to be delatyed. So there! Ok, I feel better. I really gotta clean this place... eww. I'll move everything around, again? It reminds me of Marina Anissina colouring her hair. Every time something new happens for me, I move my house around! ok.. Sasha Abt birthday soon! Zhenya's is coming up! And... Skate America-- the 27th!! YIPEE!!!