A heavy decsion

[siberianenigma]

Well... I've made a hastey descion as much as I love Vancouver, I miss home. I know, I'm risking alot here, my career my schooling, everything. But right now, I think i may be on the verge of a emotional breakdown or something and family is what I need. So, I am taking a big long trip back to good ole peachtree city GA, where I HATE, to visit my family for a long time. I am leaving school for a while. possibly for good, I relized its honestly really really hard to hold down 3 classes and training, I thought I had a scheudle worked out with everyone but it was honestly too hard. I was tired, I AM tired, irratbale and its now how I want to be. So I am leaving University. I may leave ice dancnig behind, I don't know. It's really fustrating, because its something I love, but I feel like i'm not getting anywhere. At least at my old rink, I could be comfortable, have fun, and enjoy the progress, I was slowy, but surely making. For sure I am not hanging up the skates for good, heavens no. But I am going to where my family lives, in Peachtree city, Georgia, USA for a couple of weeks, to just be myself. I won't train with my rink, becuse It's too far in the seasno, which is bs, but oh well. I will skate whenever I have a chance. And what I am going to do is just take it easy. And I think that is best for me. I am really going to miss my unfished work with Sasha on Rachmaninoff, and it;s horrible I am leaving him in this kind of postion. So sasha I am really sorry. I really am, I''m not going to be gone for good, but again I'm saying don't wait around for me. It could take time. And I feel horrible, I really love VSC, and everyone there, and I really love us skating together, but you are way too good for me to be brining down.
Alrighty, until I get things sorted again.
I'm fine! Don't worry, I'm just exhauseted physially and mentally. I feel I've lost to mcuh weigh too quickly, I'm sleep deprived. So I'll just go hang out with my old firends, and my family back home where its calm, I just wish It would be coolder there. I love Canada, and I'll be back, promise :)