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I'm sure zak will appreciate this

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show tonight and megan tomorrow. i think its going to be a good weekend.

btw

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mom and/or dad if you are reading this then you have personally insulted me. you have no right reading my personal business and this will cause me to completely lose all my trust i had with you.

i wish you could let me have some space and stop smothering me.

do my parents get some sort of pleasure seeing me suffer? it really seems so. they love seeing me cry and run to the bathroom to throw up. they hear me sobbing myself to sleep and they do nothing. is that right? i dont know. if it is please someone tell me. the sooner im out of here the better. and they wonder why i wanted to kill myself. thank god ( Read more... )

weekend was good. ill go into detail later if i feel like it.

i love megan

i miss my copy of read music, speak spanish. i wish i didnt lose all those cds on my bday.

why is it that when i try to start conversations with people they never reply to me? am i that terrible to talk to? am i that undesirable? god im fucking sick of this.

last night was decent? i dont know i cant tell anymore. went to the mall with katrina and her friend beth. shes nice but i dont think she likes me. just a feeling. bought the plaid cd "spokes." its good. electronic goodness. today was unproductive. tried to work on my english essay and i couldnt get focus. once again i wasted a day. maybe tomorrow ( Read more... )

one of the new bright eyes albums leaked "digital ash in a digital urn" and ryan d/l it and is sending it to me right now. hope its good. now just waiting for the other one.

going to marlboro HS tom for peer leadership. not caring.

i'm obsessed with gta its causing me to get distracted for long periods of time.

i desire summer.

how amazing is sonic youth?

in other news i'm trying to write my college essay for maryland but i can't do this opening.