*depressed*
So, recently a person said they didn't like a certain something. We used to share this like. And, apparently she's disliked it longer than she'd been leading me to believe she still liked it.
I feel a little foolish. I mean, I kind of saw signs here and there.
But...it's an unusual like. So...I feel like a very small group has become even smaller. Moreover, I was acting all idiotically happy.
To say I was disappointed...is an understatement. It's like...lying. I mean...I understand her viewpoint. I don't hate her for disliking it. I know she's not doing it to hurt me, even if she let me believe it for longer than she could have.
But...I'm still crying over it. It doesn't help that I'm in one of those rare funks of mine. (I told her I was in it too)
Haa, I'm probably the only one to take it seriously too. Makes me feel even more foolish. It's not like I'll end our friendship over it. But...it's like we were suddenly at different levels and I was the only one kept out of the loop. TT_TT
You know, my easter Zodiac sign is a Boar/Pig. They say that we're often disppointed in the actions of others. The sad thing is, I realized I was. Am I the only one who feels so strongly about things? Lately, it feels like she's dealing with me on a shallow basis...I mean, I know I'm not one to judge...I'm the type to try and be kind to everyone...but...
Haaaaaa. I'm an idiot. I'm just a kid who can't play with a favorite toy anymore, I know. *feels better when she LJ's it though*
...I'm really an idiot for taking...it...her...so seriously, I guess. Maybe I need to back off and stop trying to lean on people.
I feel a little foolish. I mean, I kind of saw signs here and there.
But...it's an unusual like. So...I feel like a very small group has become even smaller. Moreover, I was acting all idiotically happy.
To say I was disappointed...is an understatement. It's like...lying. I mean...I understand her viewpoint. I don't hate her for disliking it. I know she's not doing it to hurt me, even if she let me believe it for longer than she could have.
But...I'm still crying over it. It doesn't help that I'm in one of those rare funks of mine. (I told her I was in it too)
Haa, I'm probably the only one to take it seriously too. Makes me feel even more foolish. It's not like I'll end our friendship over it. But...it's like we were suddenly at different levels and I was the only one kept out of the loop. TT_TT
You know, my easter Zodiac sign is a Boar/Pig. They say that we're often disppointed in the actions of others. The sad thing is, I realized I was. Am I the only one who feels so strongly about things? Lately, it feels like she's dealing with me on a shallow basis...I mean, I know I'm not one to judge...I'm the type to try and be kind to everyone...but...
Haaaaaa. I'm an idiot. I'm just a kid who can't play with a favorite toy anymore, I know. *feels better when she LJ's it though*
...I'm really an idiot for taking...it...her...so seriously, I guess. Maybe I need to back off and stop trying to lean on people.