quick update before bed time!
so... a quick update:
things got kinda tense between me and rusty (and it was completely my fault) and for a while there i didn't think we were gonna make it. he was seriously considering leaving and just ending everything. but he thought about it and we talked (A LOT!) and he's not gonna leave =D i was so beyond happy. because we've gotten through so much in the past year and i don't want either one of us to just give up that easily. so today we celebrated 1 year and 4 months! i so can't wait till our 2 year anniversary.. cause 1) it's my longest relationship EVER (and i know it'll last a lot longer than that!!!) and 2) we'll be in our own apartment by then and i'm so freakin excited! so yeah... good news on that area =D
on a bad note: i went to my doctor yesterday and talked to her about my hand because the pills i've been takin haven't been working. so she took blood & ran whatever tests (she said somethin about my thyroid) and on the 5th i gotta go see a specialist =/ as i suspected she thinks it's carpal tunnel but she wants to be sure. so on that day i get to have a doctor poke my right hand with a needle (to make sure there isn't any pressure on my nerves). so, as usual, i'm gonna be poked at. it figures that every time there's somethin wrong with me it requires me being stuck with a needle *falls over* but it'll be worth it if they can finally figure out what's wrong with my hand and at least attempt to fix it. cause i'm right handed and, obviously, need my right hand but it's been getting so much worse. i can barely take two lines worth of notes before my hand cramps up. and i'll only brush about 1/4 of my hair and i literally drop the brush because my hand has cramped up so badly that i can't even hold it any more =/ so wish me luck on the 5th because if i gotta get a needle stuck in my hand (lord knows how many times!) then they better figure out what's wrong & fix it! i just hope it's not already to the point where i'd require surgery because with it being my right hand i can't afford to do that any time soon =/
newayz... i just wanted to update on that real quick. i'm gonna go lay down & wait for rusty to call (he always calls to tell me good night, hehehe) then it's sleepy time for me. today was one of my long days so i'm exhausted. lots of love!!!!!
things got kinda tense between me and rusty (and it was completely my fault) and for a while there i didn't think we were gonna make it. he was seriously considering leaving and just ending everything. but he thought about it and we talked (A LOT!) and he's not gonna leave =D i was so beyond happy. because we've gotten through so much in the past year and i don't want either one of us to just give up that easily. so today we celebrated 1 year and 4 months! i so can't wait till our 2 year anniversary.. cause 1) it's my longest relationship EVER (and i know it'll last a lot longer than that!!!) and 2) we'll be in our own apartment by then and i'm so freakin excited! so yeah... good news on that area =D
on a bad note: i went to my doctor yesterday and talked to her about my hand because the pills i've been takin haven't been working. so she took blood & ran whatever tests (she said somethin about my thyroid) and on the 5th i gotta go see a specialist =/ as i suspected she thinks it's carpal tunnel but she wants to be sure. so on that day i get to have a doctor poke my right hand with a needle (to make sure there isn't any pressure on my nerves). so, as usual, i'm gonna be poked at. it figures that every time there's somethin wrong with me it requires me being stuck with a needle *falls over* but it'll be worth it if they can finally figure out what's wrong with my hand and at least attempt to fix it. cause i'm right handed and, obviously, need my right hand but it's been getting so much worse. i can barely take two lines worth of notes before my hand cramps up. and i'll only brush about 1/4 of my hair and i literally drop the brush because my hand has cramped up so badly that i can't even hold it any more =/ so wish me luck on the 5th because if i gotta get a needle stuck in my hand (lord knows how many times!) then they better figure out what's wrong & fix it! i just hope it's not already to the point where i'd require surgery because with it being my right hand i can't afford to do that any time soon =/
newayz... i just wanted to update on that real quick. i'm gonna go lay down & wait for rusty to call (he always calls to tell me good night, hehehe) then it's sleepy time for me. today was one of my long days so i'm exhausted. lots of love!!!!!