son of a bitch!
is this fuck with pam week?!
i can't sleep cause i keep coughin my friggin head off so i thought i'd update real quick to try & tire myself out.
i freakin got my period and got a horrible cold on the same day. goddamnit! so this past week as been pretty hellish for me. not only could i not have sex because of my monthly visitor but my cold would have prevented me from having sex anyway because i can't fucking breathe. i'm so damn congested that simply walking from here to my parents' house makes me feel so out of breath & exhausted. i hate being sick. i've been sick for about 5 days now and it shows no signs of ending any time soon. so once again i have to go to the doctor. oh how i'm sick of going to the doctor (even though she's awesome!), taking antibiotics, and feeling like shit. though i will end up getting the pills for my memory so cross your fingers ladies cause i seriously need these to help at least a little bit.
only good thing about me being sick is i don't eat much, hahaha. i wish my dad would build the damn pen for patches so mom & i can go to the gym together. i hate working out by myself so i haven't been going to the gym =/ if he doesn't do it any time soon then maybe i'll talk them into letting me take rusty to work (when he works dayshift) cause he's gotta be there by 7 so i could go to the gym at school early in the morning (when no one will be there to see my fat ass) and then go to my classes around 9/10. i dunno... i just really wanna lose weight cause i hate where i'm at right now =/
hmm.. what else.. well, only one more week till my parents' anniversary present. eh, technically 6 days left since it's now sunday. i am so freakin nervous. if somethin goes wrong (like money issues again!) i'm gonna fuckin snap cause i've been planning this for 9 months and i seriously want it to work out because they deserve it. so wish me luck on that too... we're going to see the justice of the peace guy this week to pay him & whatnot and then we're going to the party rental place to pay for the chairs, tables, and gazeebo. so all that will be left is to pick everything up on saturday and set things up. might go buy the plates, cups, & some of the food before then so saturday will be a little less hectic. dunno if any of the out of state relatives will be able to come cause none of them see to know how to answer their phones or call people back. and the one person who seriously wants to come (my aunt) might not be able to because she can't afford a plane ticket =( le sigh... so that part of the surprise might not work out which sucks but as long as other people come it should be okay.
oooh, my older brother is in orlando right now on a family vacation. that's right, after claiming to have no fucking money whatsoever so he couldn't come to his own mother's vow renewal ceremony he suddenly has money to spend several days in orlando and go do whatever else they can find. i am so beyond pissed it's not even funny. but that's okay... once mom & dad's present is done i'm so gonna tell mom exactly why i'm mad at pierre and let her tear him a new asshole.
well, i'm gonna attempt to go back to sleep. i'll try to update again soon. and if it takes me a while to update again hopefully i'll have pictures from next saturday to share with everyone =) lots of love!
i can't sleep cause i keep coughin my friggin head off so i thought i'd update real quick to try & tire myself out.
i freakin got my period and got a horrible cold on the same day. goddamnit! so this past week as been pretty hellish for me. not only could i not have sex because of my monthly visitor but my cold would have prevented me from having sex anyway because i can't fucking breathe. i'm so damn congested that simply walking from here to my parents' house makes me feel so out of breath & exhausted. i hate being sick. i've been sick for about 5 days now and it shows no signs of ending any time soon. so once again i have to go to the doctor. oh how i'm sick of going to the doctor (even though she's awesome!), taking antibiotics, and feeling like shit. though i will end up getting the pills for my memory so cross your fingers ladies cause i seriously need these to help at least a little bit.
only good thing about me being sick is i don't eat much, hahaha. i wish my dad would build the damn pen for patches so mom & i can go to the gym together. i hate working out by myself so i haven't been going to the gym =/ if he doesn't do it any time soon then maybe i'll talk them into letting me take rusty to work (when he works dayshift) cause he's gotta be there by 7 so i could go to the gym at school early in the morning (when no one will be there to see my fat ass) and then go to my classes around 9/10. i dunno... i just really wanna lose weight cause i hate where i'm at right now =/
hmm.. what else.. well, only one more week till my parents' anniversary present. eh, technically 6 days left since it's now sunday. i am so freakin nervous. if somethin goes wrong (like money issues again!) i'm gonna fuckin snap cause i've been planning this for 9 months and i seriously want it to work out because they deserve it. so wish me luck on that too... we're going to see the justice of the peace guy this week to pay him & whatnot and then we're going to the party rental place to pay for the chairs, tables, and gazeebo. so all that will be left is to pick everything up on saturday and set things up. might go buy the plates, cups, & some of the food before then so saturday will be a little less hectic. dunno if any of the out of state relatives will be able to come cause none of them see to know how to answer their phones or call people back. and the one person who seriously wants to come (my aunt) might not be able to because she can't afford a plane ticket =( le sigh... so that part of the surprise might not work out which sucks but as long as other people come it should be okay.
oooh, my older brother is in orlando right now on a family vacation. that's right, after claiming to have no fucking money whatsoever so he couldn't come to his own mother's vow renewal ceremony he suddenly has money to spend several days in orlando and go do whatever else they can find. i am so beyond pissed it's not even funny. but that's okay... once mom & dad's present is done i'm so gonna tell mom exactly why i'm mad at pierre and let her tear him a new asshole.
well, i'm gonna attempt to go back to sleep. i'll try to update again soon. and if it takes me a while to update again hopefully i'll have pictures from next saturday to share with everyone =) lots of love!