So yeah kind of board well not really... I have a lot on my mind. My older sister just went back home yesterday afternoon and it was kind of sad :( I miss my sister. I do not get to see her very often so when I do I try to spend as much time as I can with here. Even though she likes to talk about school a lot that’s cool I can deal with that. But ( Read more... )

So yeah it has been a while... Just wanted to say whats up LOL

So quick update I guess....

Um working a lot...

Almost died......

working...

working...

Party....

Shaved my head...

and thats about it I will try and get on more often...

So just got home from teh doctors and what not, not so awake I am really tired they have been doing test on me all day it sucks because they don't give you any breaks. I did a lot of running, sucked. Oh well things are not going to well but did not really get the greatest news ever but hay life goes on and there is nothing you can do about it no ( Read more... )

Uhhh people piss me off, I try to help them out the best I can and I always have. Then they just chove you away and they snap at you!! Uh thats it I am done fine I will just push people away. I guess it was only time I guess I mean knowing a guy for your whole life and helping him and him helping you and then BAM just Snaps at you for trying to ( Read more... )

Havent updated in a quite a while so I though I would, not much going on but the same old stuff going to the doctors, resting the best I can and trying to work and help out. I am finding it harder and harder as each day goes by. I am coming to relize I have to face the facts and the reality of what is going on, maybe my mind choses not to see them ( Read more... )

Yup Go figure this would happen to me...

Happy Thanksgiving eveyone have a great day everyone :) Happy B-day to ali and Richard.

Nice guys finish Last ( Read more... )

“Regardless of who the powers that be are, the people you elect., the people that I elect into office, remember  you have the fucken power we are the fucken leaders don’t let these basterdes  dictate you life or try to tell you what to do ALRIGHT !!!!!”


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You ever have this feeling that someone wants to tell you something(my doctor) but you don't because it does not matter because you think it might hurt the person in a way I guess I don't know why but I get that feelingaround my doc all the time its reallt weird. Then you have done somethign all the time but they is no replay for it in a way and ( Read more... )

Hey everone sorry I havent been on in a long time it seems, just things are not going as I though to be planed any way I am sorry for letting people down I so sorry, I am so lost right now I don't know what to do well I know what I want to do but I can't to seem to find a ride there. I am so sorry, today seems to being going good I feel no pain ( Read more... )