Try try try again...and fail

[shyguy420]

Try try try again...and fail..hmmm...letz see...today was alright actually..up until lunch time..i started to see why everone told me not to get back with her...katherine...i started to see what i was trying to make right..ou of a relationship that was not right anymore and would never be "it" ever again...basically, i did't do what everyone had told me to do in the first place..i was living an enivitable fate...something that was not meant to be ever again..yup you geust it...she broke up with me again..third time in a row..and i feel like...a fool...i feel stupid to go against what everyone had told me wat was going to happen..i knew it was going to happen...but my heart juss' kept on sayin...go for it jeremy...go for it...ShutUP heart!!...not to be mean...but..YOU WERE WRONG...hmmmm...well i'll tell you the story...if you dont want to read..my stupidity..than...dont read it??...ummm...letz see...it all started the second time she broke up with me..at this point everyone doesn't want me to be with her..but i still do..cause my heart says to do it!!..ok so everyone thinks we're frieds with priveleges and thats what it actually seemed like..well...i didn't want obe like that with her..it was either we're together or not together..so we try this for about a week...and i finally ask her...to get back with me...she agrees..and ONE day later..we're not together..with no reason...no..nothing..so..basically.
im left with a more greater crack in my heart..im not sure what im going to feel...cause' right now..i feel very stupid..and i should..so....i give up...for sure..i can't love someone that does'nt love me back anymore..i still love her...and always will...i still miss her..but i'll try and move on....