Apr 07, 2003 21:15
Hey hey hey ther'...long time no write...or type...or....read..or.....you get the point..anyways...update updates updates on my life...hmmmm...i've been areound...im single...but i dont think i will mingle juss' yet...because i dunno...wannna know what happened with me and kadrn??..seriously??..i dont know myself..she tells me she loves me but she doesn't...and today...she told me that she had got the feeling of love for me back again...sooo....i really dont know what to do...i mean..it all comes down to two decisions..umm...brains over heartor heart over brains...heart= i still love her and i still dont want to let go of her...brain= majority think i should...but i dont know what im gonna do..and im sorry that itz pissing everyone off..but...i supposse it ned a little time...i mean...i am anxious t know whats happening..but i have to be patient..WHAT SHOULD I DO?!?!?!...i have no clue...and i know it somes down to ME making a decsion..PROBLEM...i dont like makeing decsions!!!...arrrg..i dunno...but......i still miss he...i still love her....and i juss' dont know what to do ....