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Aug 18, 2005 08:50

Well, Mike actually did get really upset at the nasty voice mail. It hurt him, angered him, upset him. Luckily he got over it, but since then he's been sooo distant to everyone. Almost like he is depressed and in a rut. It hurts me so bad to see him this way. Last Tuesday night he was so sweet. He opened up to me, told me all kinds of stuff about how he felt. Then he disappeared for awhile. THAT stung. Then when I finally talked to him, I realized he really does have a lot of shit going on in his life............but he's becoming all too content with being pessimistic, rather than the upbeat, optimistic, outgoing Mike that I so deeply fell for.

My trip to Chicago was good other than when I almost cried because I didn't know what to do with Mike........and at the airport I did cry. We missed my dad's 35 yr class reunion, which is kinda why we went to chicago to begin with. oh well.......i'll tell more later...............gotta go fo rnow though!!
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