life sucks, end of story....
wow, long time no write...well summer is now over and school begins in 3 days. summer school was easy...got an A, horray for me.
lately ive been feeling that my life isnt all that great. i feel that i havent been very happy, there has been times when i layed on my bed just crying over everyrthing. there are things i feel that are missing in my life. something that no amount of money can buy. its not love or nething like that, its just something i feel is missing and i dont kno wat it is yet.
i have been stressed out about things. theres been alot of pressuer on me from my parents. i dont really want to be home nemore cuz im ALWAYS home. i never get out and im tired of it. but yet, i never have neone to go out and do things with. one of my friends works, and thats not her fault (i need a job too, ugh...) and the other one says shes sometimes busy. then im left to do nothing. all day. in my room with the radoi blasting so that no one can really hear my cry and the points when i do....
all i really need is one day with all my friends and not be at home. out like all day. and not come home till like night time. but then again, i dont have many friends and the friends i have are somewat busy most of the time. so again, i rarely get out of the house. plz, just call or email me (ShyGurl885@aol.com) when ever u want to just to say hi, or w/e. im jsut tired of calling other ppl and hearing that htey already have plans....ya kno?
ugh, i have all these thouhgs about everything that has happened over the past 3 months or so that i just cant let them all out at once. i mean i want to, i jsut dont kno how to put everything out. i dont kno how to explain myself, or wat has been happening. ugh....life SUCKS!!!! end of story....
lately ive been feeling that my life isnt all that great. i feel that i havent been very happy, there has been times when i layed on my bed just crying over everyrthing. there are things i feel that are missing in my life. something that no amount of money can buy. its not love or nething like that, its just something i feel is missing and i dont kno wat it is yet.
i have been stressed out about things. theres been alot of pressuer on me from my parents. i dont really want to be home nemore cuz im ALWAYS home. i never get out and im tired of it. but yet, i never have neone to go out and do things with. one of my friends works, and thats not her fault (i need a job too, ugh...) and the other one says shes sometimes busy. then im left to do nothing. all day. in my room with the radoi blasting so that no one can really hear my cry and the points when i do....
all i really need is one day with all my friends and not be at home. out like all day. and not come home till like night time. but then again, i dont have many friends and the friends i have are somewat busy most of the time. so again, i rarely get out of the house. plz, just call or email me (ShyGurl885@aol.com) when ever u want to just to say hi, or w/e. im jsut tired of calling other ppl and hearing that htey already have plans....ya kno?
ugh, i have all these thouhgs about everything that has happened over the past 3 months or so that i just cant let them all out at once. i mean i want to, i jsut dont kno how to put everything out. i dont kno how to explain myself, or wat has been happening. ugh....life SUCKS!!!! end of story....