Sep 12, 2006 13:03
What kind of friend are you?
what kind of friend says, "your ex-boyfriend thinks I'm hot, and wants to ask me out."
what kind of friend calls you a best friend when they choose every fucking friendship over yours.
what kind of friend puts their boyfriends happiness before yours?
I'm so sick and tired of this girl. I've done nothing but stand beside her and still I get the fucking bull shit. There are so many times when I just wanna hang out with her and its like I either get no response or I get some bull shit excuse. I just want to be done with it. I dont even care anymore. My ex b/f wants to ask her out, and knowing her she'd prolly go out with him if she didnt already have a b/f considering she already did something like this to me before. I fucking hate this! I wanna go back to being invisible. There are days I wish I never woke up. I swear I could sleep all day and it would be alot easier on all of us. Sometimes I wish I had a totally different life. I mean with the same friends and family but just something totally different. Its amazing how much affect one person can have on you. You would think that people like that would be special, but they are not! They dont deserve any shit they get, its just the way it goes. The way life works. Some people are just lucky and I dont understand it.
I miss jen! :(