:: round & round I go ::
Mom is already starting to drive me nuts.
Her constant nagging, yelling, demoralizations... she's already starting to tear into my self-esteem & worth and I've only been home for a week.
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Getting through this application process is a lot harder than I thought it would be. Although I have MOST things completed... these last few things are the most important and almost frustrating ones.
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Every time I start to think about the possibility that by end of August, I may no longer have an apartment in Davis, the more I begin to feel weighted down. The more depressed I feel. The faster my tears begin to fall.
Once I move out of Davis, I will no longer have a place to run away to. I will be trapped at home.
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I have a feeling I'm going to breakdown extremely soon.
My state of mind isn't in the healthiest of places and even that alone worries me.
Her constant nagging, yelling, demoralizations... she's already starting to tear into my self-esteem & worth and I've only been home for a week.
- - - -
Getting through this application process is a lot harder than I thought it would be. Although I have MOST things completed... these last few things are the most important and almost frustrating ones.
- - - -
Every time I start to think about the possibility that by end of August, I may no longer have an apartment in Davis, the more I begin to feel weighted down. The more depressed I feel. The faster my tears begin to fall.
Once I move out of Davis, I will no longer have a place to run away to. I will be trapped at home.
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I have a feeling I'm going to breakdown extremely soon.
My state of mind isn't in the healthiest of places and even that alone worries me.