:: confuzzled ::
I haven't done anything wrong, so why do I feel guilty and so uncomfortable?
I would just be going out with Richard to catch up and talk, considering how we haven't seen each other since last school year. Granted, he did have a crush on me last year, but that doesn't matter right?
As far as I am concerned, he doesn't know about Eric's break from me, so him asking me to go out/hang out with him Saturday night is perfectly innocent, right? And I don't even like Richard anymore than as a friend. He's a great guy with a great big old heart, but he's just a really great friend. Nothing more.
So why do I feel like I would be betraying Eric? Why do I feel I would be going against my word? ggrrrrr THis is so hard. I don't understand.
My heart belongs to Eric and no one else. No one will ever be able to take his place, and I don't want anyone to take his place. I want Eric and only Eric.
I wish it was him who was going to be here Saturday night; I wish it was him who I was going to be heading out into the night with. I wish everything was him.
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I would just be going out with Richard to catch up and talk, considering how we haven't seen each other since last school year. Granted, he did have a crush on me last year, but that doesn't matter right?
As far as I am concerned, he doesn't know about Eric's break from me, so him asking me to go out/hang out with him Saturday night is perfectly innocent, right? And I don't even like Richard anymore than as a friend. He's a great guy with a great big old heart, but he's just a really great friend. Nothing more.
So why do I feel like I would be betraying Eric? Why do I feel I would be going against my word? ggrrrrr THis is so hard. I don't understand.
My heart belongs to Eric and no one else. No one will ever be able to take his place, and I don't want anyone to take his place. I want Eric and only Eric.
I wish it was him who was going to be here Saturday night; I wish it was him who I was going to be heading out into the night with. I wish everything was him.
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