Does anyone have a gun???
If so could you please hold it to my temple and pull the trigger. I'll close my eyes so you cant be identified. *sighs*
Right now, that option feels a whole lot better than deal with this ongoing, increasing pain and fatigue. I'd lay on the couch all day and sleep if I could. It hurts too much anymore to walk even a few feet. It hurts to hold my head up, Im sich and tired of wearing my neck brace all the time. Im tired of being sleeping and and in pain. Im tired of getting a goddamn headache every fucking day. I'm tired of feling useless and like a burden. I'm tired of not being able to clean or maintain my house....being barely able to take care of my kids and husband. Im so sick of not being able to do the things I want to, Write, paint...build models with my husband,talk to my friends on the puter, work on my Characters on and offline, even go on a simple car ride without being so uncomfortable and so damn tired.
I want my life back.... :(
Id rather not live if I have to feel like this everyday.....
Right now, that option feels a whole lot better than deal with this ongoing, increasing pain and fatigue. I'd lay on the couch all day and sleep if I could. It hurts too much anymore to walk even a few feet. It hurts to hold my head up, Im sich and tired of wearing my neck brace all the time. Im tired of being sleeping and and in pain. Im tired of getting a goddamn headache every fucking day. I'm tired of feling useless and like a burden. I'm tired of not being able to clean or maintain my house....being barely able to take care of my kids and husband. Im so sick of not being able to do the things I want to, Write, paint...build models with my husband,talk to my friends on the puter, work on my Characters on and offline, even go on a simple car ride without being so uncomfortable and so damn tired.
I want my life back.... :(
Id rather not live if I have to feel like this everyday.....