Jul 11, 2004 02:12
i post this entry for my love aislynn.
i know that if you read my last entry, you might come under the impression that i still love this girl. to avoid you experiencing any feelings of jealousy, i write this for you.
before the decade of suffering under depression, before i locked myself away from emotions. my heart was once capable of love and might have been capable of happiness if i had not been too afraid to go after it.
olivia was the love of my life another life ago. i was alot younger and a different person back then.
the love of my life is now and shall always be aislynn aeryn cornell. the happiness i have experienced with you is unlike any happiness i have ever had before. and the love i feel in my heart is greater than any love ive ever known.
you have saved me from myself when i drowned myself in my own misery. i could never thank you enough for pulling me out of the grave i dug for myself. my life is better than it ever has been. and i am not afraid to say that i love you. that everything about you puts a smile on my face.
my heart, my soul, and my body have been given to you to do with as you please. i have faith in you and in our relationship. i know that i was meant to share my life with you, and i look forward to our long and happy future together.
i love you and will always love you. my love, my life, my future.