Apologizing
Okay you guys I want to apologize, fully, for my angry posts of the last couple days.
It turns out I even misread the original statement that triggered my anger, because I lacked necessary context and was reading things into it. To the person I did that to, especially, I am so sorry.
What's actually upsetting me is middle-class and upper-class apathy about things that are hurting other people, as if it doesn't matter unless it's affecting "us". And I need to find a way to deal with that, without misreading into other things entirely.
Leaving comments on this time, because hey if you want to yell at me you have good reason; but my spoon level is if anything lower than it was the last couple days, and I have yet to manage brain/responses on the previous few threads, so would really appreciate it if you didn't respond unless it's to yell at me (meaning that generally). "Supportive" comments would be both derailing and spoon-taking just now.
It turns out I even misread the original statement that triggered my anger, because I lacked necessary context and was reading things into it. To the person I did that to, especially, I am so sorry.
What's actually upsetting me is middle-class and upper-class apathy about things that are hurting other people, as if it doesn't matter unless it's affecting "us". And I need to find a way to deal with that, without misreading into other things entirely.
Leaving comments on this time, because hey if you want to yell at me you have good reason; but my spoon level is if anything lower than it was the last couple days, and I have yet to manage brain/responses on the previous few threads, so would really appreciate it if you didn't respond unless it's to yell at me (meaning that generally). "Supportive" comments would be both derailing and spoon-taking just now.