Nov 30, 2004 18:23
Ah........just got home! I had to stay afterschool until 5:30 today because of orchestra rehersal. Saw Max there, got depressed, got pessimistic, got unhappy. The usual. He still makes me feel worthless! Iunno why but still, even after so long, I just want to go drown myself when he looks at me...::sigh::
Anywhoo...had a fun filled day at skoo today. I copied Kristina's notes for AP ::lol:: However, I was shleepy all day! Iunno why but I just wanted to curl up into a ball on the floor and go to shleep. hehe ::sigh:: I think I missed Derek's call today ;_; I miss him sooo much! I love my toiger and I wanna hang out with him, now. ::pout:: hopefully I will be able to see him on Saturday at the concert. (and hopefully I will be able to bring Zhala for Joey too) I wish he would get off grounded-ness so I could at least call him! pooie....
OMG all this shit with Chris Idiot is getting really annoying. I'm just defending Lexie and hes trying to say Im starting shit. Whatever you go ahead and think that, me and everyone else are done with this. End of story. He needs to quit and get over it. And now he's trying to say that I've been mean to him in the hallways at school and all this shit. Whatever man this has gone too far. Anyways I gotta go.
Wow this entry sounded real ghey right? ::lol:: Ill make a better one later.
♥Bunny