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I wrote this to my boy because I couldn't sleep. I'm not so sure that I want to show it to him haha.
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I trust you more now. That makes it easier to talk to you. I find myself wanting to talk to you about everything, telling you everything that I think because I trust you to understand. The fears I was talking about last night had nothing to do with you--it had to do with school and family and friends and pretty much everything but you. I feel now like I did months ago, and you make me so, so happy. I just wanted to tell you. I understand that you were tired, but I wanted to explain that the reason I kept bothering you was because I love you, and I'm sorry if it took away your sleep. I'm just so excited. Holly told me that I looked like a little puppy when I talked about you. I know this all sounds silly and corny and stupid and everything, and I know you're going to laugh and tell me what a loser I am haha, but I am so in love with you that I can't even contain it any more. Thank you so much for not giving up on me. It's almost 5 months now, babe, and I'm excited to see what's next. Now that this is off my chest, hopefully now I can sleep too haha.
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I trust you more now. That makes it easier to talk to you. I find myself wanting to talk to you about everything, telling you everything that I think because I trust you to understand. The fears I was talking about last night had nothing to do with you--it had to do with school and family and friends and pretty much everything but you. I feel now like I did months ago, and you make me so, so happy. I just wanted to tell you. I understand that you were tired, but I wanted to explain that the reason I kept bothering you was because I love you, and I'm sorry if it took away your sleep. I'm just so excited. Holly told me that I looked like a little puppy when I talked about you. I know this all sounds silly and corny and stupid and everything, and I know you're going to laugh and tell me what a loser I am haha, but I am so in love with you that I can't even contain it any more. Thank you so much for not giving up on me. It's almost 5 months now, babe, and I'm excited to see what's next. Now that this is off my chest, hopefully now I can sleep too haha.