Watashi wa itsumo yasashiku, Anata wa itsumo tsuyoku chap2
Title: Watashi wa itsumo yasashiku, Anata wa itsumo tsuyoku
Genre: Angst, Romance, College, Drama
Pairings: Junba(main), Sakumiya(side), yama(friends) Aibax OC( abusive boyfriend)
Rating: PG-13-NC17
Disclaimer: yes i own them now what?! *runs and hides*
Summary: when jun wakes up he recieves the most annoying thing he has every met. it's cheerful and bright and always smiles but is that an act to cover up what it's really feeling. despite being constantly irritated he finds that the guy's arms are covered in cuts, what is it that causes him to do this.
Note: Jun POV only
“Why did you do that?” he asked and I just stayed quiet. “Oh….” He looked down “so it was unintentional.” He looked so sad but I still didn’t say anything and that’s when he smiled again but I could see the tears in his eyes before he left.
The next day I found my good old friend Satoshi lying in the grass calmly….nope he’s sleep. So I walked over and laid on top of him and all he does is stir in his sleep. “Wake up!” I shouted in his ear and he jumped “okay, okay, I’m up.” He stretched his arms and I got up so he could roll over.
We just sat there not really talking about anything. That’s when I saw weird dude walking with some other guy with his head hung low. “Hey who’s that?” I asked and Ohno just looked up. “Hm? Oh that’s Aoiki. And that’s his boyfriend.” He said and I just looked at how that Aoiki guy seemed to boss weirdo around. I could just feel anger looking at him when that idiot looked up. His face glowed stupidly like always and his boyfriend caught that. “Who the fuck are you smiling at?” he hissed and that weirdo just looked down and apologized. Something wasn't right and I knew that.
It was a week later when I finally learned that idiot’s name. Aiba Masaki. Apparently he’s on the track team and was popular when he was in high school. I guess they just were looking at his face. I was walking down the hall when I saw something disturbing. It was Aiba completely stripped of his clothes and there was a pool around him.
“Ha! You're pathetic. What grown man pees on himself? You are so disgusting.” I saw Aoiki holding Aiba's clothes. “What if someone sees you like this then what?” he laughed and that’s when he noticed me and he smiled “would you look at that? Someone else finds you just as disgusting.” He laughed and I probably did have a shocked expression and that’s when I saw Aiba looking up slowly with tears all over his face and bruises on his cheek and his lip was swollen.
When he saw me his eyes were wide opened and I know he probably wished I wasn't there. I bit my lip and turned around shaking my head like I didn't see anything at all. Later as I sat at my desk looking at my homework I could feel the pit of my stomach turn and the image of Aiba on the floor naked in his on urine and bruised was disturbing.
I couldn’t shake it out my head so I just went to sleep not caring about the unfinished work on my desk. Even in my sleep the image of Aiba's pathetic expression made me feel guilty. When I woke I found my stubborn brother sitting at my desk “what the hell do you want?” I asked and he looked at me then rolled his eyes. “You’re such a stupid asshole.” He said and I jumped up ready to punch the living shit out of him when my door opened.
I saw Aiba standing there with his eyes wide opened gaping at me. “Ah! Sorry! Bad timing.” He turned quickly but I rushed over and grabbed his hand and he flinched. I look at his wrist and it wasn't a new scar but an obvious bruise with imprints of someone’s fingers. “Who did this?” I asked. It was obvious that that bastard was abusing him, but it won't help if this idiot won't say anything.
“Don’t worry abo-” “it was him wasn't it?” I asked and his face fell. He bit his lip. I let him go and he just sighed “I came to ask if you could forget what you saw yesterday?” Aiba said looking sad. I just didn’t say anything. What was I supposed to say? 'Sure! I’ll forget that I saw you bruised and surrounded by your own pee, completely naked.'
Like hell I could say that. “Um….” I couldn’t think of anything to say. “It’s okay; I know it’s not exactly that easy to erase something from your mind.” He said and I just bit my lip. “Kazu leave.” I turned to my brother who looked at me like I was stupid. “Now!” I shouted and he rolled his eyes at me again and got up and left.
I swear I could just strangle that runt. “Come in for a sec.” I opened my door wider and Aiba just looked down before stepping in. I noticed by how he walked something wasn't right. I closed the door. He walked over to my bed and instead of sitting he just stood there. I watched him carefully as he bit his lip and looked flustered and worried. “Go ahead and sit.” I said and he smiled before looking back down. He bit his lip and plopped down and I saw his body jerk a little as he closed his eyes.
His body was tense before he slowly relaxed. I know all too well what had happened. “Why don’t you leave him?” I asked and he quickly looked up at me “I can't do that.” He said calmly and I started getting frustrated.
Like really how stupid could anyone be to date a guy who fucking embarrasses the hell out of them and beat them? But I tried calming myself which didn’t work much. I don’t get it I just don’t get it. This dude is too weird.
“I want to be close to you.” He said out of nowhere. I was taken back. I totally didn’t see that coming and for some reason my heart jumped. “o-okay.” I turned away so he couldn’t see my face burning. “I like you.” He said and I could feel my heart race when he hugged me.
“b-but I can't.” he said and I turned to see he was crying but smiling. Why does he smile so much? I just don’t get how can he go through things like this and still smile “how can you still smile?” I asked and he seemed to be shocked by that question.
“why not?” He said before smiling again. I don’t know why but I grew even angrier. I grabbed him by his shoulders and looked at him. His cheek was still swollen and his lip still was red. His eyes were tired looking. “Let me help you.” I told him and he smiled like the fool he is.
“Thank you.” He said before placing his lips on mine. I could feel the warmth from his? plump lips and I was probably staring out into space like an idiot with my eyes wide open. But he didn’t just stop there.
He sucked and bit my lips lightly before I could feel his tongue swipe across my bottom lip. I just, I just gave in and opened my mouth to feel his warm tongue invade my mouth. He wrapped his arms around my neck and my hands wandered to his waist. This isn’t right; it’s weird so why do I like it so much?
A/N: here's chap 2 ....so aiba has a jerk boyfreind but likes jun and jun finally learns his name and shows some interest in him........ enjoy share thoughts i'm kinda brain dead now
Genre: Angst, Romance, College, Drama
Pairings: Junba(main), Sakumiya(side), yama(friends) Aibax OC( abusive boyfriend)
Rating: PG-13-NC17
Disclaimer: yes i own them now what?! *runs and hides*
Summary: when jun wakes up he recieves the most annoying thing he has every met. it's cheerful and bright and always smiles but is that an act to cover up what it's really feeling. despite being constantly irritated he finds that the guy's arms are covered in cuts, what is it that causes him to do this.
Note: Jun POV only
“Why did you do that?” he asked and I just stayed quiet. “Oh….” He looked down “so it was unintentional.” He looked so sad but I still didn’t say anything and that’s when he smiled again but I could see the tears in his eyes before he left.
The next day I found my good old friend Satoshi lying in the grass calmly….nope he’s sleep. So I walked over and laid on top of him and all he does is stir in his sleep. “Wake up!” I shouted in his ear and he jumped “okay, okay, I’m up.” He stretched his arms and I got up so he could roll over.
We just sat there not really talking about anything. That’s when I saw weird dude walking with some other guy with his head hung low. “Hey who’s that?” I asked and Ohno just looked up. “Hm? Oh that’s Aoiki. And that’s his boyfriend.” He said and I just looked at how that Aoiki guy seemed to boss weirdo around. I could just feel anger looking at him when that idiot looked up. His face glowed stupidly like always and his boyfriend caught that. “Who the fuck are you smiling at?” he hissed and that weirdo just looked down and apologized. Something wasn't right and I knew that.
It was a week later when I finally learned that idiot’s name. Aiba Masaki. Apparently he’s on the track team and was popular when he was in high school. I guess they just were looking at his face. I was walking down the hall when I saw something disturbing. It was Aiba completely stripped of his clothes and there was a pool around him.
“Ha! You're pathetic. What grown man pees on himself? You are so disgusting.” I saw Aoiki holding Aiba's clothes. “What if someone sees you like this then what?” he laughed and that’s when he noticed me and he smiled “would you look at that? Someone else finds you just as disgusting.” He laughed and I probably did have a shocked expression and that’s when I saw Aiba looking up slowly with tears all over his face and bruises on his cheek and his lip was swollen.
When he saw me his eyes were wide opened and I know he probably wished I wasn't there. I bit my lip and turned around shaking my head like I didn't see anything at all. Later as I sat at my desk looking at my homework I could feel the pit of my stomach turn and the image of Aiba on the floor naked in his on urine and bruised was disturbing.
I couldn’t shake it out my head so I just went to sleep not caring about the unfinished work on my desk. Even in my sleep the image of Aiba's pathetic expression made me feel guilty. When I woke I found my stubborn brother sitting at my desk “what the hell do you want?” I asked and he looked at me then rolled his eyes. “You’re such a stupid asshole.” He said and I jumped up ready to punch the living shit out of him when my door opened.
I saw Aiba standing there with his eyes wide opened gaping at me. “Ah! Sorry! Bad timing.” He turned quickly but I rushed over and grabbed his hand and he flinched. I look at his wrist and it wasn't a new scar but an obvious bruise with imprints of someone’s fingers. “Who did this?” I asked. It was obvious that that bastard was abusing him, but it won't help if this idiot won't say anything.
“Don’t worry abo-” “it was him wasn't it?” I asked and his face fell. He bit his lip. I let him go and he just sighed “I came to ask if you could forget what you saw yesterday?” Aiba said looking sad. I just didn’t say anything. What was I supposed to say? 'Sure! I’ll forget that I saw you bruised and surrounded by your own pee, completely naked.'
Like hell I could say that. “Um….” I couldn’t think of anything to say. “It’s okay; I know it’s not exactly that easy to erase something from your mind.” He said and I just bit my lip. “Kazu leave.” I turned to my brother who looked at me like I was stupid. “Now!” I shouted and he rolled his eyes at me again and got up and left.
I swear I could just strangle that runt. “Come in for a sec.” I opened my door wider and Aiba just looked down before stepping in. I noticed by how he walked something wasn't right. I closed the door. He walked over to my bed and instead of sitting he just stood there. I watched him carefully as he bit his lip and looked flustered and worried. “Go ahead and sit.” I said and he smiled before looking back down. He bit his lip and plopped down and I saw his body jerk a little as he closed his eyes.
His body was tense before he slowly relaxed. I know all too well what had happened. “Why don’t you leave him?” I asked and he quickly looked up at me “I can't do that.” He said calmly and I started getting frustrated.
Like really how stupid could anyone be to date a guy who fucking embarrasses the hell out of them and beat them? But I tried calming myself which didn’t work much. I don’t get it I just don’t get it. This dude is too weird.
“I want to be close to you.” He said out of nowhere. I was taken back. I totally didn’t see that coming and for some reason my heart jumped. “o-okay.” I turned away so he couldn’t see my face burning. “I like you.” He said and I could feel my heart race when he hugged me.
“b-but I can't.” he said and I turned to see he was crying but smiling. Why does he smile so much? I just don’t get how can he go through things like this and still smile “how can you still smile?” I asked and he seemed to be shocked by that question.
“why not?” He said before smiling again. I don’t know why but I grew even angrier. I grabbed him by his shoulders and looked at him. His cheek was still swollen and his lip still was red. His eyes were tired looking. “Let me help you.” I told him and he smiled like the fool he is.
“Thank you.” He said before placing his lips on mine. I could feel the warmth from his? plump lips and I was probably staring out into space like an idiot with my eyes wide open. But he didn’t just stop there.
He sucked and bit my lips lightly before I could feel his tongue swipe across my bottom lip. I just, I just gave in and opened my mouth to feel his warm tongue invade my mouth. He wrapped his arms around my neck and my hands wandered to his waist. This isn’t right; it’s weird so why do I like it so much?
A/N: here's chap 2 ....so aiba has a jerk boyfreind but likes jun and jun finally learns his name and shows some interest in him........ enjoy share thoughts i'm kinda brain dead now