a razzle-dazzle night!
after my last "discontented" entries, i feel like i should post an update that negates it.
i realize now that i was being very selfish in expecting things to last forever. i mean, i dont even last forever. i fade away too. life and everything in it is temporary. theres no rationale in worrying about the end of something that will disappear regardless. as cliche as it is, i just have to enjoy it while it lasts.
new things show up quick. old things die hard. life gets better as quickly as it got bad. my ups will always be there after my inevitable downs.
...and then there are those things that just end up perfectly. the happy ending to a suspenseful plot.
example: about four months ago those of us who went to college left tallahassee. some of us kept in touch with each other. some of us didnt. some of us left on wonderful terms. others of us left on questionable terms... well, i only have myself to hold the guilt for those questoinable terms. theyre something ive regretted alot the last four months. but sometimes relationships rewind as time continues its play forward. sometimes people get hurt and forgive. sometimes people just see each other after four months of blur and everything is clearly happy again. they had been a nation away and now, back in the same place again, they are making each other smile once again, watching wonderful movies on rainy nights, sharing new news, and joking about all the ridiculous things in life. ....michigan is too far away from st augustine... petes dragon, elliott, is the most adorable thing walt disney ever put on screen... and tonight was the best night ive had since i left this town four months ago.
it was so good to hear that she has been happy.
have razzle-dazzle dreams tallahassee.
i realize now that i was being very selfish in expecting things to last forever. i mean, i dont even last forever. i fade away too. life and everything in it is temporary. theres no rationale in worrying about the end of something that will disappear regardless. as cliche as it is, i just have to enjoy it while it lasts.
new things show up quick. old things die hard. life gets better as quickly as it got bad. my ups will always be there after my inevitable downs.
...and then there are those things that just end up perfectly. the happy ending to a suspenseful plot.
example: about four months ago those of us who went to college left tallahassee. some of us kept in touch with each other. some of us didnt. some of us left on wonderful terms. others of us left on questionable terms... well, i only have myself to hold the guilt for those questoinable terms. theyre something ive regretted alot the last four months. but sometimes relationships rewind as time continues its play forward. sometimes people get hurt and forgive. sometimes people just see each other after four months of blur and everything is clearly happy again. they had been a nation away and now, back in the same place again, they are making each other smile once again, watching wonderful movies on rainy nights, sharing new news, and joking about all the ridiculous things in life. ....michigan is too far away from st augustine... petes dragon, elliott, is the most adorable thing walt disney ever put on screen... and tonight was the best night ive had since i left this town four months ago.
it was so good to hear that she has been happy.
have razzle-dazzle dreams tallahassee.