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Sep 10, 2005 16:49

I just finished my mousetrap car, so at least I got something done this weekend. It looks kinda funny though because I painted it. The wheels are made out of this cork-like stuff and I found out the hard way that that particular material isn't too easy to paont.

I haven't really updated much in general. I don't think anyone reads any of this any way. Oh well, it helps me sort some of my thoughts. Speaking of thougts, I'm really confused right now. I was ok about the whole alex thing and then he called me the other day. It was easier to not talk to him, out of sight out of mind type thing. But I really want to talk to him after hearing his voice. And of course, right when I talk myself into thinking that it'd be a gook idea to keep in touch with him, he decides that it'd be better if we stopped talking. So now I'm like WTF? so now I get to go through getting used to never talking to him all over again. It's really wierd after being so close and then acting like you barely know them. I hate all of this. It really sucks.

So now I'm sitting here doing nothing. I have absolutly no plans this weekend because I don't really have too many friends any more. I kinda drifted away from most of my friends because most of my friends are guys and he didn't like it when I talked to guys. He didn't exactly tell me to stop talking to them, It just kinda happened. Now I feel bad because I hope I didn't blow anybody off or anything.

So I'm officially single. I'm not too sure if that's good or bad yet. I know I don't feel like getting involved with anyone else anytime soon. He said that he feels the same way, but I'm not sure if I believe him.I guess that it's not really any of my business anymore though. I just hate the thought of someone being with him besides me. I think I'm just babbling now for no good reason. Things just aren't making sense in this head of mine. oh well, I guess I'll be the nerd I am and go do my physics homework.

Thank for listening
<3Gale
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