Sep 06, 2005 19:55
For me to let my guard down is an extremly rare thing. As cheesy as this sounds, this is how I feel. and Yes, alert the press, I can feel.
I have fallen in love twice in my short lifetime. Once it was a short fall to a padded realization that it wouldn't work out. This last time was different though. This time was a fall from a steep cliff that was built up by years of pointless fighting. This time that I fell, I fell hard and was dissapointed that there was no one to catch me in the end. And as you know, when things hit the ground hard, they have a tendancy to break. But broken things can always be fixed if you go about it the right way. The trouble is finding that way. By no fault of his or mine, things have come to a brupt end. But as the old saying goes, endings are only the start to new beginnings. Now, don't get me wrong. I don't mean that as another guy. First of all, I'm not exactly in a hurry to go through all that any time soon and more importantly, He deserves a lot more than me trying to run off with somebody else after only three weeks. I wouldn't do that anyway.
I'm pretty cool with everything at the moment, I'll admit that I wasn't at first, but I'm getting used to it. There is only one thing that I just can't get pass at the moment. It really gets me how you can be so close to one person for so long , then if something happens, you pass each other in the hallway like you don't even know them. How and Why would you pretend to be strangers? Maybe I'll learn that sometime, but for the moment, I have to go.
Bye for now
~Gale~