New hairs
I decided it was time to hack it all off again. Who would've thought that cutting hair can feel so liberating! When I shaved it in '05, I want that feeling again... but it's far too cold over here :/
Someone told me once that the heart is a muscle... and the more you use it, the bigger it gets. I'm terrible at Relationships but I've let him in and now I'm pretty much screwed. I'm not used to feelings! I need to learn to turn off the voice that says "it's not going to last, it never lasts" every time we're alone together (it's quite a mood killer).
Oh yeah, and nobody seems to want to give me a job.