Too much crap
Where should I begin...
Im going to make this short and sweet. Someone told Will that Sady(Magens friend) was cheating on him with Safari.
Safari talks to everybodies g/f or ex-g/f, and tends to become good friends with them. Hes also 27 or somthing like that, and talks to mostly 17-19 year old girls. He also, should have enough respect, to stay out of peoples relationships. But no, he doesnt.
Sady claims she never cheated on Will, and I beleive her.
Will doesnt beleive Sady.
So thats that story......now for the next.
Nina seems to like Will(not the same Will as above). Will is like me. Will also works with me at my internship. And Nina goes to myinternship as well. Nina and Will both live on Roosevelt Island.
I do like Nina....and she used to like me, I dont know if she still does. I do care about her, but we would never go out. We both came to the conclusion that it wouldnt work...but this still bothers me. I dont really have any reason to get mad if anything happened with her and Will...but I would hope she had enough respect for me, to not do anything with him, and not follow her urges.
I do get very jealous easily, and knowing she was doing somthing with a friend of mine, even if her and I never did go out, and were just friends(with benifits), I would get very angry. It would ruin everything.
I went through Magen, and still am not over her...or so it feels that way. Jordan...well, I had enough problems with her. Nina...I dont need her to do this to me.
I have thought a lot about well what if I meet someone, then what do I do about Nina? Well, that person most certainly wouldnt be one of her friends. I guess what Im saying, is if she meets someone and starts to like them, they can atleast be someone who isnt a good friend of mine, someone who I dont work with everyday during the week, and who Im not going to be seeing a lot of for atleast another year or maybe even more.
Thats all for that subject right now...On to the next one.
So yesterday I went on my bike to give Lou a sweatshirt down at Pearl on 23rd, right next to SVA's dorms(where Jordan goes to school). On the way down there, I almost got hit twice. First by some asshole who tries to run a light, and all I hearis tires screeching. Second, some asshole cabby tries to speed up past me and go around the corner Im coming up to. It blows my mind how not only do they not give a shit about putting me in danger, but people crossing the streets as well. So when he notices people crossing, he immediately stops infront of me, and I almost run into his fucking car. But lucky me, this has happened so many times I lost count, so Im used to maneuvering around the asshole. Then, on my way home from riding that night, this other asshole cabbie fucking made me get my leg stuck under the front bumper. Motherfucker...no wonder people on bikes get run over, I could barely pull my leg out from underneath!! The fucking bumper is made to absorb impacts, and you just get sucked underneath, and cant pull yourself out because its pushing you down. Jesus fucking christ!
I cant really think of anything else to add right now...well I can but Im not posting about it. I feel stupid for doing stuff I know I shouldnt get involved with...because in the end, it always get fucked up.
Im going to make this short and sweet. Someone told Will that Sady(Magens friend) was cheating on him with Safari.
Safari talks to everybodies g/f or ex-g/f, and tends to become good friends with them. Hes also 27 or somthing like that, and talks to mostly 17-19 year old girls. He also, should have enough respect, to stay out of peoples relationships. But no, he doesnt.
Sady claims she never cheated on Will, and I beleive her.
Will doesnt beleive Sady.
So thats that story......now for the next.
Nina seems to like Will(not the same Will as above). Will is like me. Will also works with me at my internship. And Nina goes to myinternship as well. Nina and Will both live on Roosevelt Island.
I do like Nina....and she used to like me, I dont know if she still does. I do care about her, but we would never go out. We both came to the conclusion that it wouldnt work...but this still bothers me. I dont really have any reason to get mad if anything happened with her and Will...but I would hope she had enough respect for me, to not do anything with him, and not follow her urges.
I do get very jealous easily, and knowing she was doing somthing with a friend of mine, even if her and I never did go out, and were just friends(with benifits), I would get very angry. It would ruin everything.
I went through Magen, and still am not over her...or so it feels that way. Jordan...well, I had enough problems with her. Nina...I dont need her to do this to me.
I have thought a lot about well what if I meet someone, then what do I do about Nina? Well, that person most certainly wouldnt be one of her friends. I guess what Im saying, is if she meets someone and starts to like them, they can atleast be someone who isnt a good friend of mine, someone who I dont work with everyday during the week, and who Im not going to be seeing a lot of for atleast another year or maybe even more.
Thats all for that subject right now...On to the next one.
So yesterday I went on my bike to give Lou a sweatshirt down at Pearl on 23rd, right next to SVA's dorms(where Jordan goes to school). On the way down there, I almost got hit twice. First by some asshole who tries to run a light, and all I hearis tires screeching. Second, some asshole cabby tries to speed up past me and go around the corner Im coming up to. It blows my mind how not only do they not give a shit about putting me in danger, but people crossing the streets as well. So when he notices people crossing, he immediately stops infront of me, and I almost run into his fucking car. But lucky me, this has happened so many times I lost count, so Im used to maneuvering around the asshole. Then, on my way home from riding that night, this other asshole cabbie fucking made me get my leg stuck under the front bumper. Motherfucker...no wonder people on bikes get run over, I could barely pull my leg out from underneath!! The fucking bumper is made to absorb impacts, and you just get sucked underneath, and cant pull yourself out because its pushing you down. Jesus fucking christ!
I cant really think of anything else to add right now...well I can but Im not posting about it. I feel stupid for doing stuff I know I shouldnt get involved with...because in the end, it always get fucked up.