(no subject)
this entry is all about adam.
i'm writing what i feel.
it is my journal.
no one is forcing you to read it.
he makes me extremely happy.
and every time i see him or he calls me or texts me or i think about him,
i get extremely over grown butterflies in my stomach,
and a smile on my face.
i kind of like that.
i am completely comfortable around him.
that's a lot to me.
i am a very self conscious person, but not with him.
and it's an unconscious thing too.
i just know that he thinks i'm beautiful.
i like that.
when he puts his arms around me,
it's like the world just stops.
everything is okay and nothing bad will happen.
and i can fall asleep for hours with him.
because i know that i'm safe.
i like that.
we talk a lot.
about everything and nothing.
being open is just so easy between us.
especially with our feelings and what we're thinking.
it's nice knowing how he feels and not having to guess.
i like that.
he treats me really well.
he always keeps me smiling.
he calls me 'hun' and 'babe.'
he argues with me constantly.
and i like that.
i'm just so happy to be with him.
yes, we've had a few serious arguments.
but that's bound to happen.
and we work through them.
we both really want this to work out.
and i hope it lasts.
i just never imagined it would be this good.
everything about our relationship is wonderful.
i'm writing what i feel.
it is my journal.
no one is forcing you to read it.
he makes me extremely happy.
and every time i see him or he calls me or texts me or i think about him,
i get extremely over grown butterflies in my stomach,
and a smile on my face.
i kind of like that.
i am completely comfortable around him.
that's a lot to me.
i am a very self conscious person, but not with him.
and it's an unconscious thing too.
i just know that he thinks i'm beautiful.
i like that.
when he puts his arms around me,
it's like the world just stops.
everything is okay and nothing bad will happen.
and i can fall asleep for hours with him.
because i know that i'm safe.
i like that.
we talk a lot.
about everything and nothing.
being open is just so easy between us.
especially with our feelings and what we're thinking.
it's nice knowing how he feels and not having to guess.
i like that.
he treats me really well.
he always keeps me smiling.
he calls me 'hun' and 'babe.'
he argues with me constantly.
and i like that.
i'm just so happy to be with him.
yes, we've had a few serious arguments.
but that's bound to happen.
and we work through them.
we both really want this to work out.
and i hope it lasts.
i just never imagined it would be this good.
everything about our relationship is wonderful.