Baby you should let me love you
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I ll tell you flat out
it hurts so much to think of this
so from my thoughts I will exclude
this very thing that
I hate more than everything is
the way Im powerless
to dictate my own moods
Ive thrown away
so many things that couldve been much more
and I just pray
my problems go away if theyre ignored
but thats not the way it works
when I go down
I go down hard
and I take everything Ive learned
and teach myself some disregard
when I go down
it hurts to hit the bottom
and of the things that got me there
I think, if only I had fought them
If and when I can
clear myself of this clouded mind
I ll watch myself settle down
into a place where
peace can search me out and find
that Im so ready to be found
Ive thrown away
the hope I had in friendships
Ive thrown away
so many things that could have been much more
Ive thrown away
the secret to find an end to this
Any control I thought I had just slips right through my hands
while my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me
then and there
I confess
I ll blame all this on my selfishness
yet you love me
and that consumes me
and I ll stand up again
and do so willingly
You give me hope, and hope it gives me life
you touch my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light
as I exhale I hear your voice
and I answer you, though I hardly make a noise
and from my lips the words I choose to say
seem pathetic, but it's fallen mans praise
because I love you
oh God, I love you
and life is now worth living
if only because of you
and when they say I'm dead and gone
it won't be further from the truth
When I go down
I lift my eyes up to you
I wont look very far
cause youll be there
with open arms
to lift me up again <3
I ll tell you flat out
it hurts so much to think of this
so from my thoughts I will exclude
this very thing that
I hate more than everything is
the way Im powerless
to dictate my own moods
Ive thrown away
so many things that couldve been much more
and I just pray
my problems go away if theyre ignored
but thats not the way it works
when I go down
I go down hard
and I take everything Ive learned
and teach myself some disregard
when I go down
it hurts to hit the bottom
and of the things that got me there
I think, if only I had fought them
If and when I can
clear myself of this clouded mind
I ll watch myself settle down
into a place where
peace can search me out and find
that Im so ready to be found
Ive thrown away
the hope I had in friendships
Ive thrown away
so many things that could have been much more
Ive thrown away
the secret to find an end to this
Any control I thought I had just slips right through my hands
while my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me
then and there
I confess
I ll blame all this on my selfishness
yet you love me
and that consumes me
and I ll stand up again
and do so willingly
You give me hope, and hope it gives me life
you touch my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light
as I exhale I hear your voice
and I answer you, though I hardly make a noise
and from my lips the words I choose to say
seem pathetic, but it's fallen mans praise
because I love you
oh God, I love you
and life is now worth living
if only because of you
and when they say I'm dead and gone
it won't be further from the truth
When I go down
I lift my eyes up to you
I wont look very far
cause youll be there
with open arms
to lift me up again <3