7 days with no LJ....what was I thinking? o.O
Like the title says I havnt logged onto LJ for 7 days. Weird I know.... anywho.... I really don't know what to update. Considering I totally forgot what happened to me the last 7 days lol. Well for one good thing that happened to me last week. Evan's friend came over, obviously my mother andI were picking up Ivan from work. When I get home....I see someone sitting on the couch so naturally I go to see who it was and umm... just like my brothers promised...he would bring his friend Chris who looked a lot like Chester from Linkin Park. Omg...thats all I could say. I was kinda freaked. Yet really happy at the time. I got hugs ^____^. He plays the guitars very well. I know every song he played...lol he's like jeez your good. I guess I am pretty good at knowing what band and what song it is. I'm like a music freak. But yeah... he had to go....so I got a hug good bye. I after that he said " Good-bye my love" and I was like 100% sure Evan told him to say that and when I asked him he just said he felt like saying that. I was like....right... *inside I was so happy* ^.^ But then afterwords like anyways my days can't end happy. I talked to one of my best friends. Told him how much I loved him and how much I feared I would lose him if he kept doing what he did. For the first time in my life I didnt have any fear to tell someone how much I loved them. I don't know what happened I just....fell for him. Even now everything is such a blur to me. But all I know is I want to help him and I can't get through to him. I'll update more later.
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