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shuichi_eiri

Why?

Jun 25, 2005 12:57

While everyone is at Metrocon...I'm sitting here trying to imagine how much fun there having. Why am I always excluded from everything? Sometimes I feel like they dont want to be around me...or even look at me. I would say everything I felt but I'm not important enough for them to listen ( Read more... )

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chaotic_spiral June 25 2005, 13:52:44 UTC

Don't feel bad Lis *hugs* <33

I'm not going to metro con either :( Are you gonna be going to AFO?

shuichi_eiri June 25 2005, 21:12:25 UTC

Thanks Sam. I can always count on your love. :) No unfortunatly not...my brother wont let me go anywhere. Sorry.

chaotic_spiral June 25 2005, 21:22:37 UTC

Aw, too bad. I would have liked to meet you in person^^ Well, maybe your brother will let you, its not until August.

I added ya on myspace too <33

shuichi_eiri June 25 2005, 21:31:24 UTC

I would love to meet you too. You seem like such a wonderful girl. Possibly.... I'll ask. I know Sam, I added you back :) <33 :3

loupegarou86 June 25 2005, 16:18:59 UTC

I couldn't go, cause I need to save up my money for better things... like college... I would've liked to go... but I've been to metro before with Elizabeth.... I don't think it's what it is all cracked up to be really... unless it has drasticly changed.

I'll be honest Lissette, I'm quessing they want to hang out with people their own age, and be themselves and not have to worry about what they do or say... for example... when you, Christina and I hung out for a bit... I don't remeber if Annie was there... but you said it yourself that you felt uncomfortable... and we didn't want you exposed so much to it.

Cheer up, school is going to be starting soon and you'll make butt loads of new friends

shuichi_eiri June 25 2005, 21:30:03 UTC

It's not the fact that I thought Metrocon would be frickin Amazing...it was that I would be with Ivan and we be talking and sharing something we like. Unlike the usual conversations we have that last 30 seconds before hes telling me to get out. I know your just stating your opinion and I respect that but for once I just want to be with him. I mean sure you say he's still going to be here for 1 year driving back and forth but... he has to work and go to college. He wont have time for me. He told me himself...he wont have time for anything but work and college. So I dont want anyone to say oh but he still loves you. He would just rather be with his friends then spend at least 5 min. with his little sister. I don't want to be fed that Bull. I know I was kinda uncomfortable but I realized that you guys were just being yourselves and I had to get used to it because I love you guys and thats just who you guys are. I'm not so sure about the friend part. I'm always been the loner no one likes. The different one.....the one who won't let ( ... )

loupegarou86 June 26 2005, 08:54:53 UTC

Well Lissette... have you ever told your brother how you feel? And if so what did he say. I mean Ivan has changed, but he's not such a cold-hearted bitch to not understand ( ... )

shuichi_eiri June 26 2005, 14:53:34 UTC

I appreciate you giving me advice but no one knows what I'm thinking or feeling at this moment in time. I'm not trying to be mean but I don't try to hang with "the group".... I just like to see you guys. If you dont want me hanging with you guys then why didnt you just say so? I could just stop talking to you guys if that would make you feel better. I do call my friends and we hang out and stuff but my mom wont let go out every night like you guys do. I specifically said I'm sorry I havnt been the happiest person latly and you dont have to comment. I dont want you guys talk to him just so he would talk to me. If that happens then what am I going to do when you guys are gone? Exactly. The last thing I need right now is you guys hanging out with me because you feel sorry for me. I dont need that not form you or anyone. I pray to God everyday so I could leave this place and never come back. So I can forget all about this place and not worry about anything. I know your just trying to help me but ....if no one listened to what I have to ( ... )

degrassi_punka June 26 2005, 14:00:27 UTC

I get excluded from alot too. My friends dont like to invite me to do anything. Thats why Im always hanging with my family!

Dark blue streaks would be rad. So would purple!Im gonna wash the blonde highlights out of my hair and dye it a light brown!

Luv ya, Tawana

shuichi_eiri June 26 2005, 14:41:30 UTC

Yeah I do the same. Thanks, Love you too. :)

loupegarou86 June 26 2005, 17:03:18 UTC

Lissette I wish I could just snap you out of this. I will not show pitty towards you, cause I hate it when it's shown to me. I've never known about your "problems" your abusing yourself... whatever... Ivan and the rest failed to mension that to me. And don't think for one second we don't want to be around you. Trust me if that were so, you would never see us at all, and we wouldn't be talking to you or treating you like a sister ( ... )

keikosohma June 27 2005, 12:54:04 UTC

I think you should have the streaks different colors if you're gonna do blue. One red, blue, green, just to give the tints variety and it would look cool since your hair is so dark.

shuichi_eiri June 27 2005, 13:17:23 UTC

I've thought about that but my mom wouldnt let me put green. Maybe red and blue... well if the red stays. You could only see it in the sunlight like barly for 2 days. I tried purple too, it came out blonde. LOL I dont have any luck with dying my hair.