Jun 18, 2005 14:39
Yesterday(Friday) I went to Hudson with my Youth Group and I even brought my friend Lexi. She told me it was a lot of fun, I was really glad :). When we were on our way there we stopped at McDonald's (gross), I was fine and having fun but I just started feeling crappy. Lexi was asking me if I was okay, naturally I said "Yeah I'm fine *(small smile)*" but I wasn't okay. She kept on insisting I didn't look like I was alright and just a little bit before she asked me we brought up Ciera...my best friends girlfriend. Instantly I remember Him. I remembered that horrible night when he told me something he didn't tell anyone else. *Annie knows what I'm talking about, Thanks again for the help :)* I started feeling even worse. I thought Lexi knew and she said "No what's wrong?". I told her not to tell anyone, she promised so I told her. She was obviously shocked, she couldn't believe what she was hearing. I told her "How do you think I felt the night he told me?" I cried so much and didn't believe it til I re-read everything. We left McDonald's...& we just started talking about it...but not really saying what was going on. <--Wow that took more space then I thought. Sorry.
When we got there it was in the middle of the flippin woods! We made a bonfire it was awesome. Everyone just kinda went their separate ways and stuff. I started crying, I had no idea why. Then I instantly remember my best friend. I couldn't stop crying. I just prayed to God he was okay and he stopped what he was doing. Anywho the fire was really hot, I was far away from the fire and I could still feel it! Gahh talk about hot. Hehe well anyway We made smores and roasted marshmallows....it was really fun.
That's about it.
P.S - Annie if you don't remember...think back to Rachel's last track meet and what I told you.
<33 Lissette :p