Hold On To Me Love

[shuichi_eiri]

So I talked to someone about some personal things for a good hour. All I wanted to say was one thing but I ended up saying how I felt about a lot of things and how hard this past year has been on our whole family.
Any who, It just felt so good talking about how I felt and not holding back, I guess I just need that once in awhile. I dont usually tell anyone how I feel but I felt at that time it was necessary, I've swallowed a lot and kept a lot things to myself this past year. When we finished talking she had to go and she drove away in her car...I slowly walked around a little saying...."That's not even half of it" under my breathe. Even though I felt really good getting some of it out...I fear I can never get ALL of it out. Well Enough of my wyning update.

Here's a song I found about how I feel :

People think I've got it all together
With the show of my sweet, sweet smile
But do they know if I've been happy ever
Pull up a chair 'cause this may take a while
Okay, so here's the thing

I've got my bad days
And some are even worse
I can be a blessing
And you know, I can be a curse

I tremble at rejection
I'm scared to be alone
Sometimes I may be selfish
But I always make it home

CHORUS
This is the real me
Am I the girl that you want me to be
This is the real me
With flaws and fears of intimacy
This is the real me

Can you face it
Can you feel it
Can you take it
Can you deal with
The real me

So now you see that I am far from perfect
I will fall and I will make mistakes
But I am here and this has taken courage
Will you abandon me or will you stay

I know that I'm demanding
And sometimes insecure
I think I've got the answers
But then I'm not so sure

I sometimes need attention
A little more than I should
But there is a part of me
That give the whole world if I could

CHORUS

Now that I've gone and let you in
And I no longer will pretend
Will you please still be my friend

CHORUS

Edit: Beth It wont work for me!!!! >.