random thoughts
illinois lost...so now i am for georgia...
basically because uconn blows ass, i hate duke the same way i hate the patriots and sometimes the yankees, and i cant remember who else is in it at this time...
matt is good. came to installation banquet (scored major points). then went out together, met his friend maggie who is the shit. funny tho cuz he was talking to her like the whole time while i was playing with the sisters, and everyone glared at him. oh loyalty (then again i think i bitched about it for a few seconds before i actually talked about her..so i am catty, blow me). next time i will put a sign on the girl saying, "high school friends, just leave it be"
i got my summer course at washington university. it wasnt my top choice but the only one with the scheduling tha tworked out, or so i think. because i cant register yet, and they have 4 sessions but they dont say which classes are offered for which session. so wahtev. if they dont have mine, iwill have to stay here.
i feel bad that i am not caring aobu tmatt in this issue, but i need to go home for the summer. basically money is the biggest reason. plus its my home... i will be in new york from the end of june until december. i dont think it will be an issue to the relationship. it will be more of a good obstacle if anything. i love him and am not worried about it. plus he takes the lsats in june so it will give him time to study. plus its only 7 weeks. and he is coming to st. louis in th ebeginning of june for a barmitzvah (who the fuck spells correctly anymore. i know i try hard to)
wahtever. i need a job. i must clean myself first. go to ocs. need something not too time committing, but whatev. i have work study. GIMME JOB, cancel wrong word, I NEED MONEY NOW. i spent about $60 on jstu sorority saturday and sunday, and that doesnt include costs of initiation, whites, banquet... if we did that, it would be... no i dont want to know
gracious i smell.
i am not mad at people for not being as active in the sorority as i choose to be, because we do say "its waht you make of it" but i get mad when people dont help with anything, then still try to bark orders and be in control. then get the fuck out of my face. oh and the slate was up. i dont really know why i waited for it. its not that big of deal. but i got pledge mom, was never toow worried aobut it anyway. if i end up not getting it, then i will shit on omy face. but i didnt get fundraising. which is fine. i am still running. if i dont get it, whatev, it will be a huge streess off my back, but i will be pissed i fi have to pay as much as i did this semester.
totally have fun with the groupy again (mostly when we drink.) and love the ones that dont get along too.
ok now i need to shower and poo.
peace i am out.