悲しい
Well, lately I've been feeling kinda lonely. I get into these moods every once in a while. I'm nearing the end of my internship and I have no clue what the future holds :/ There are no potential boyfriends either.. .___. And the ONE person I do like says he's still looking for "the one"!!! I have to admit that's a bit crushing..yes, I know there are a million reasons why he could have said that..We're too far apart..etc. And it's not like I wouldn't date someone here if I had the opportunity or the interest..but somewhere in the back of my mind..I think I'll always be in love with him..Though with what keeps happening..I'll never be able to confess. It's so depressing..that I'm not even on his radar!!! ;___________; Why do I even bother with love? Why did I fall for him after all these years? Ughhh... -____-;;; And no, Carrie Underwood..I will NEVER have my "ever ever after" .____. ... あたま が いたい です よ........おやすみ