To Whom It MAY NOT CONCERN

[shroomiedtd]

so looks like i can write everything i want on here and it will never be seen...this is a good thing my own lil way to get what i feel off my chest i guess..haha bout 3 weeks ago i confessed to ......char...everything on a comment here on her old profile...wow im still the gutlees shit i was in high school...knowing she'll never read it...haha and at this point i thought ive grown...neways on to present news..so according to the polls of the people i call my peers..the reason i have no friends is becuz of what is being said about me thru my former marriage...HHHMmm well i guess u can win them all..people will believe rumors or whatever is told..But what can you do.. im just goin to press on.. i mean i could sit in a corner and whine about it but thats not my style....nope i guess just shrugging it off will be enuff...tho for the some who i will truly miss leave a small gaping hole ...i have learned also that these "cerebral asassins" as i like to call them have also conjured up many other stories bout many other people...but i wont sayanything thing...i cant be one of them...so on to other things..business...well... i just finished up soime college..psychology is a bitch...i might b getting surgery in my right knee..the military is a bitch..lol...and idk....now onto other things..So in christmasim going to el paso i think..i dont really know why...no one there to see. and the likelyness of me running into someone who truly wants to seemee.. well lets just say the yankees have more of a chance winning the championship this year.LOl ...ok now into my brain..ive been working on alot of music for my past time. its sort of an addictive hobby. lol im still writing that story...only some may rememebr..ive grown to realize that alot of my mistakes have made me grow alot...even though i feel the same...i realized the outside world has changed so much and yet becuz im in the military i am shocked.. i guess while being in we expect the world to stop...that was my mistake... i still rememebr wheni was sposed to go to florida...lol to the base by tampa...i didnt tho..then i was sposed to go to korea..nope..iraq however...well we wont get into that...its hot there...hmmm iguess thats it and if anyone does read this rant..wowo kudos to you my friend...but like i said i think now this is more of a memory journal...so i can look back 3 years from now and go fuck...i was really like that...seriously world shock me...it would br to my surprise if anyone even rememebrs this site...

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