I feel like that...I'm afraid that my relationship with Stephen is getting worse before it's getting better. Who am I kidding? Not many girls would still be in it at this point
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I'm thinking that you're entitled to every thought and feeling that you're expressing in this post, so I wouldn't worry about pissing this guy off. He's a big boy, I'm sure he can handle it.
Yeah, I'm thinking that getting out probably would be a good idea, at least until this "spell of negativity" you've been put under wears off. Here's another thought while I'm at it:
Maybe you wouldn't be fucking up all the time if someone wasn't making you feel so ridiculously self-conscious about it. You should take a breath and relax. Take a good long look at whatever it is you've been beating yourself up over, realize that none of it matters in the long run, and move on. Twenty bucks and my left lug-nut says that you'll be happier later.
OMG I AGREE JEN! I know this probably doesnt mean much but yeah.. from what i hear its gotten really bad. and you can do soo much better. you deserve to!
dunno who wrote this to you... but i think you should really look at this... "Maybe you wouldn't be fucking up all the time if someone wasn't making you feel so ridiculously self-conscious about it." i love you jen... and i love stephen.. but the more i hear about you guys... and the way more i hear about how unhappy you seem to be... i def. think it's time for a change... everything happens for a reason... every thought, every action... don't take it all in vain...
Re: dunno who wrote this to you...kroton1December 1 2005, 16:54:05 UTC
I'm just your average run-of-the-mill cybernetic life form with a heart of gold (in a manner of speaking)and an abrasive personality. It's nice to meet you.
once again...
anonymous
November 27 2005, 12:27:10 UTC
don't make yourself crazy. saying things like, "i fuck up" implies that it's all you. there are two people in a relationship, and perhaps you saying something "fucked up" is him taking it the wrong way. believe me, communication is not easy. if it were, people would be together forever. look at all the divorce... shit. it's not for nothing. just thing, long and hard, if it's worth it. if it is worth trying to fix, then the two of you need to work very hard... but then, would it be so hard if it were worth it?? i'm not gonna bash steve. i know i had my problems. you have been together a long time, and perhaps it's time to evaluate where you're going. living together brings up a lot of stress that wasn't there before. shit, listen to me. i'm single for the first time since i was 14. i just ended the longest standing relationship of my life because it wasn't worth trying to fix. i just saw it getting better... then worse again... then a little better...then a whole lot worse. worry about yourself. -kim
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i'm in love... my bestest is a FOX!!
i've been trying to call you allll day...
we need to talk about this post... i think this is a rather good thing...
more later... i promise
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Yeah, I'm thinking that getting out probably would be a good idea, at least until this "spell of negativity" you've been put under wears off. Here's another thought while I'm at it:
Maybe you wouldn't be fucking up all the time if someone wasn't making you feel so ridiculously self-conscious about it. You should take a breath and relax. Take a good long look at whatever it is you've been beating yourself up over, realize that none of it matters in the long run, and move on. Twenty bucks and my left lug-nut says that you'll be happier later.
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